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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Steve...

I love this entry it brings back such awesome memories.. Let me tell you a bit about Steve before you read this entry. First of all I didn't know him but met him one day at the park. Well that day I decided I totally wanted him and that we should have sex. Well I didn't say anything then and only saw him again once after that. But anyway the first time I saw him I said I am going to fuck him before I die. Which is why on this night I was so happy to see him. Well after this entry there are many more to come about Steve and all his confusing stuff. He was a great friend and we had many MANY Fun times together. This is just the begining of a fun journey with him :) One of my favorite entries and deffenitly a night I will never EVER forget!
6:59 p.m. - 2002-10-14
Wow it has been so long I know that you miss me! you are nothing with out me my dear diary! Well This is all that happened as I was gone! Me and Jim were together he was my man and I was his woman you know all that nice and happy stuff. It finally happened. Then undercover got out of jail and I got to see him. That made Jim jealous so I quickly forgot about him. But yeah me and him were together and stuff. Then I didn't see him for a couple of day's then the other night Friday to be exact I seen Steve Hoover going down the road on his bike when I was taking Grandma and Ron to the store for beer. Around these part's we folks like to call that a BEER RUN! But anyway he was going down the road and I was like heyyy *wink to Mat* but yeah so I said heyy and he stopped and talked to us and I told him he should go to Grandma's so he asked me if I was going to be there. When I responded yes he said okay then I'll be there to. So I was like woo woo!! So I carried on and took them to the store got back and sure enough he was sitting there. So we flirted and talked then the drunks ran out of beer. So it was my job to go take someone to go get more. So there I went taking Steve to the store for beer. hehe...then he told me he had to go to his house to get money. So we went there and fucked like wild animals. Then we went to get Tina and Josh. Then we came back and all went to my house and got good and drunk. Me and Steve fucked like a 100 times in one night I swear. He's sooooo nice to me all night and all day he told me how beutiful I was and all this stuff. I was like ohhh!! I found something I like he like's me a lot and I like him a lot to. He's a really nice guy. But yeah that's why I havent been here. Well I was with Jim for like a week then he stopped coming around after confessing his undying love to me. I took good care of him as usual for that amount of time. Now he's going to go to Flordia and leave me here with nothing but good memories of us and what we were and always will be that's good friends. I have been partying a lot getting drunk and such. But it's all in good fun. I have been having a lot of fun. I went to Mat's last night and spent the night. We laughed and sang songs all night. Journey being our favorite well and Fleetwood Mac. You know how we are we have to hav our music. Well I reckon I should be on my way. I have the car and a bunch of drunks at my house. So I am going to see if Steve is home and spend a little time with him. I just thought I would let you know I have been fighting getting drunk and putting up with men. So it's all in good fun well I am going to go I will be back next summer. LOL I'm joking probably sooner then before after all it is fall nothing else to do.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Undercover lover

OMG THE UNDERCOVER COP UHHH... No one really knows if he was an undercover cop! I am sure he wasnt basically the only reason everyone thought he was because he was very clean and normal! and fucking gorgeous... I wish I would have fucked him he was sooo friggen hot! O damn..anyway...lets see...yea Jim what a fucking asshole dont ask why I wasted my time with him he was such a pain in the ass. We did have fun though I guess. Hmm what else Bobby haha I did send him the 10 reasons why he shouldnt be with me. He tried for so long the poor guy. I totally saw him two years ago hes yucky..I think I said that before sorry...anyway that is all more soon!

8:09 p.m. - 2002-10-03
Well it happened again today Jim got back together with his ex so I am out of the picture for a while until he get's lonley again I guess. But that's okay with me it didn't hurt me. He always does that to me. But life goes on. Did I tell ya about the sexy undercover cop that's been hanging out in the park? Well the word is that he is a undercover cop. This guy is hott!! I mean from the first time I seen him I was like DAMN!!!But anyway I have been flirting with him for a while. He was there when Mark broke my heart. He told me to shut up because Mark wasn't worth it. So I stopped crying and looked at him and smiled. He is a very very sexy man. I mean damn I usually don't like blondes but ohhh!! Wow but anyway last night I was at the park surrounded by all these guys. He came up there and talked to us. When he was getting ready to go to the store I was like of are you leaving. He was like no I am just going to the store. He said give me a kiss so I did. Then he said give me another one. When I went to kiss him he grabbed my head and started making out with me. I was like ohhh my GOD!! UHH!! He is sooo fine. God I just want to like attack him and be like heyyy!!! LOL! But yeah I got a big ole wet kiss and the best part is he told me I was a good kisser I was like damn!! I got it all baby! WOO but yeah that was nice real nice *hehe Mat* But yep that's how things have been going. Ii had sex with Keith yesterday and he like marked my boobies all up and stuff. I'm like gee..thanks now I have to be yours for a few weeks lol! Well that's about it for now. Bobby is becoming attached but I think he'll get over it just sent him a e-mail letting him know the 10 reasons why he shouldn't like me. But yeah I am single and LOVING IT FOR NOW ANY WAY!!!!! WOO SINGLE IS THE WAY TO BE I CAN FUCK AND DO WHATEVER I WANT Single

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Men... who can keep up!

So I am using this entry because it states a base for entries to come... There is Jim here in this entry he comes in and out a lot but finaly he ends at some point in time thank god because he totally drives me insane for a long time.. I don't know my attraction to him but there was a big one and it was there for a long time. Anyway this is just some more mumbojumbo and its fun to read so on with it bitches!
8:59 p.m. - 2002-10-01
Well here I am the Sammi the sadened one who whined about Markiepoo yesterday. But guess what I don't really welll I am going to act like I don't really care any more. I seen him up on his porch and I was with.......guess...you'll never guess.....I'll give ya a hint.......He looks like a mouse..........very cute.....sexy....Okay I suppose I'll tell ya JIM!!!! Haha...told ya you'd never guess.But anyway we rode right by Mark and I didn't even say one word..not to him atleast. Nope I said to Jim HONEY!!! hehe.. be careful don't drop your crutches. Cause yeah I told ya didn't I my little drunk thought he could fly and fell off a roof. This was only after asshole Jimmy kicked him in the head. Oh the game was really fun. We went to LIL' Chef afterwords. Had fun. It was cool. This weekend was another of fighting. I stuck up for Jim's ass all weekend. Fucking Jimmy Got slapped for kicking him then Heidi all most got punched for getting in his face the stupid bitch she's the one who fucked him over and fucked little dick Jimmy. Poor girl I'm telling ya she doesn't go for no big dicks hehehe.. first she had Jim now Jimmy what is this world coming to. Well anyway I need to go and eat some food. Have fun. OHH MY HARV. GOT TRANSFERED TO GLADWIN COUNTY!!! WOO HOO It's better for him there. But yeaump as Paul would say I am gone well he's fucking retarted so good bye there that's better.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

CRAZY CRAZY Night!!!

wOW Yea what a totally fucked up night! This was one of those crazy memorable nights! I can't believe this! It was insane. The Jason guy and I hung out a few times after that I think we made out a bit but that was about it. Arthur got a breathalizer that night cause I was a psycho haha sorry to him!! Anyway read on this was one fucked up weekend!!!
2:06 p.m. - 2002-09-22
Well hello my dear diary. Last night was just packed full of excitment I allmost stabbed someone. I mean I could be a murderer right now. I could have killed someone. What do you think of that. Well here goes the story. Okay first of all I seen Mark and was all happy and stuff. Then I got pissed at him for not coming over and stuff. So I sat in the park and talked to my people. Then I went home after talking to Arthur and Tina and being taunted by Jim and Heidi because she has him and I don't *thank God*. I was pissed so I went over and got my Arthur and my Tina and Paul came too!! We went over to the park on our way to Aunt Di's house. We stopped and talked to Doug Faylor,Phil, Some Indian guy,Tommy,Mark Kerns, and this really cute buff guy named Jason. Ohh he was hott!!!! But anyway we were all talking and fucking around and this Jason guy was like flirting wiht me and I was majorly flirting with him cause he was like fucking FINE!!!!! But okay yeah I was all like ohh your hott and shit and we all were talking and drinking Rum. Then we left and went to Grandma's apt. To see Jim and everyone. Then Jim and Arthur walked to the store together. When they did me Tina and Paul went over to Grandma's house. Then Heidi came running to the door and said that Arthur and Jim all most got stabbed in Grove Park. So me being me said nobody's going to fuck with my best friend and I bolted out the door and ran like Forrest Gump down the road. When I did Tina followed. I had my knife open the whole time planning on Murder. That's what I would do for my friends. Especially Arthur. But okay I got to the park and ran up to everyone and asked what was going on and this Jason guy held my hand and kissed it calming me down. I myself was holding a knife to hIS stomach. I wanted to fucking kill him and I told him that. But he calmed me down and I put it away. He said that he wanted to stab Jim because of some bullshit that happened back in the day and I was like well your not going to fuck with Arthur cause I'll kill ya. We talked about this and ran down to Sid's to see if Arthur was okay. Me I freaked the fuck out and screamed at Arthur and since I couldn't breath I thought I was going to die. So I'm screaming about how I was going to kill someone and how I allmost did in front of this cop and Arthur was like Sammi calm down and I did cause he's Arthur. This cop come's over and say's well you have a dirty mouth. I was just like yeah soo!!! But I could have went to jail for telling Arthur I wanted to kill someone and all most did in front of a cop. But after that me and Tina ran down to the park and tried to tell the boy's to run. They were all hiding and shit. I hid with them and then I left so I wouldn't get in trouble. The cop stopped me and said he what's your name and all that. Then I gave him my knife and he told me to go where I was going. So I whistled dixie and walked on down the road. That was my fun and exciting night. Doug Faylor got all in Arthur's face I guess and was telling him off. I'm glad I wasn't there then cause I would have popped him. But yep that's how my night went. That's how I all most killed someone. The guy that I want to fuck I all most killed now what's wrong with that picture? LOL But anyway I need to get home and make Arthur and Tina Breakfast since Paul doesn't want to. WOW WHAT A NIGHT HUH? LOL Well have fun!


Check me up in 20 years

I might be on death row

for murder

Monday, April 19, 2010

I got rid of texas and I'm going to get drunk YAY!

What did I tell ya? All of that irritation led up to what ta da the end of Paul.. YOU ALL SAW IT COMING RIGHT? I certainly hope so it was something that was due... over due... I needed to go else where he was way to boring and not for me... AT ALL.. Not at all... Mark and I were not really together we only had sex a couple times it was fucking terrible probably the worst ever! Sorry... just the truth.. anyway I get hung up for him for a while then on to more fun woo hoo.. The party turns out fucking amazing love it :) Anyway.. I am off... enjoy the read~!

8:44 p.m. - 2002-09-11
Hello how ist the diary doing today!? Well hey me and Paul broke up mainly because of my wild streak and my urge to fuck Mark. I mean for Christ's sake I have wanted the man for like fucking what 2 years now. Damn I mean yeah like I wasn't going to actually do it! HELLO!!! Do you think I'm that stupid. LOL Well yeah me and Mark are like together and stuff now and he hates Paul entirley. He thinks he's a asshole and stuff. But yeah that's how things are going Paul is writing me like 20 e-mails a day I think he's trying to make me feel all bad and stuff. But hey it's not going to happen. That's what I wanted to do and I made my bed now I'm going to lie in it. LOL that's the damn truth. Well all is good I am going to throw a huge fucking birthday BASH!! This weekend it is like going to totally kick some major ass! I can't wait all of my park people are going to be there and some of my normal friends too!! Well It's going to be a riot. Did I mention that my mom likes my Mark. So that's really cool. I love that too. But he is going to stay the night with me at the party. It's going to be a ton of fun!!!! Woo PARTY! I am going to get so drunk. I am going to have a ton of fun. I can't wait I have been talking about it for like a week now. YEAHH!!! Hehe.. Yep I'm happy. I mean yeah I cried like a baby when Paul left but then I got over it and I know he will too. Well all is good here obviusly. Things have been going great. Me and Mark are together and I think he will be willing to make more of a committment to me when I turn 17. So that will be wonderful. I am like so happy being with out Paul makes me feel as if a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders. All is good in the land of this Rebel. Ohh yea I reckon I should say that I love America and I feel real fucking bad about today. KILL THOSE FUCKING TERRORISTS!!!! LOL Okay that was well said now I am going to get my little white ass home before momma put's out a search for my ass. Sorry it took so long to write I've been fighting and fucking every waking second. Saturday will be fun. I'll get back to ya on it k. The library is like all most closed and I need to get my ass out. Be good and I'll be back


Much happier rebel

Saturday, April 17, 2010

In the Good ole Days

I did this entry which I normaly dont put the small ones on here but it tells a lot in this short entry. First of all the yes Paul decided that he was going to be totally in love with me good lord that took forever. But let's mark the date on the calander just for future reference.... it was september 4th.. Ok next I chose this entry because I stated I was going to fuck Mark before my birthday... This is also huge in the future.. sort of anyway it changes everything! Let's see what else My birthday party FRIGGEN ROCKED But we will talk about that later.. deffenitly a night we still talk about ahh the good old days
5:35 p.m. - 2002-09-04
No I don't feel like making an entry! Well Grandma's out of jail and I know how to spell Doug's last name! It's FAYLOR! Ha! He told evryone at the park that we are all going to jail and stuff I was like yeah sure I would like to see him do that! He's such a dickhead! Well anyway Paul threw his heart over that huge cliff! He loves me with all of his heart not just half any more! Woo hoo!! Well that's about all there is to write Grandma kicked Trevor out for good today so that was good wasn't it! HELL YEAH GO GRANDMA! I am going to have a birthday party and get drunk! Woo can't wait! In 13 day's I'll be 17 I am like really excited well I am gonna go be good and have fun I see Paul tonight so woo!!!! I am going to do Mark Hughes before my birthday!!! YEAHHHHHH


Sam

Friday, April 16, 2010

Homie G Cat Meow!

Wow amazing!! I totally forgot the guys name until now!!! His name was DENNIS HAHA Sorry you will see when you read anyway later I don't know if I mention it or not but Dennis and I fuck, and I totally forget his name until now how funny. Anyway this is a night I had totally forgotten about. I love how my diary has a way of bringing back all of these fun memories. Keith still doesnt admit to calling me a whore. I think he was drunk and totally forgot about it the jerk face. He's a real pain in the ass these days anyway. Well I think that is all for now enjoy the read.. I totally also forgot about homie g cat meow I havent said that in forever good lord am I feeling old!
Hey Diary hello How's ya doing today!!? I am sitting here at the library not at school why well.. I'll tell you all about it. Well ya see last night well rather I should start with yesterday so I can tell you all the neat and groovy thing's that happened while I was at my favorite park sitting and heating *think about it the opposite from chillin' is heatin'* Kinda stupid huh! It's Kinda like *Hommie G cat meoowww* Ya know instead of hommie G dawg! Okay that makes no complete sense at all to you does it? Duh your just looking at the screen saying WOW How utterly fucked up Sammi is! Okay but anyway I was sitting in the park and ya know sitting there. Reba wanted to tell me something so we went for a walk across the park. When we did we walked by this really cute guy that reminds me of my Doug *May he rest in Peace* So I was like Hi and we started talking to him and he told me how beutiful I was and asked me if I had a man and ofcourse I said....You thought I was going to say No didn't you well I said yes! He told me well he could treat me better and all of this good stuff. So I'm thinking hell yeah treat me good baby and all this. Soo anyway we sat and talked and stuff then I left and went to my dad's so we could put the tap-it-pan gasket on the car. After that I came home OHH DUH! I completly left out the fact that after I talked to that guy I went up and said to Keith and Phil yeah he's fuckable and Keith is like yeah ya know what your a whore Sammi you aint never changed and your never going to. You aint nothing but a whore. So that like totally pissed me and my *BODYGUARDS* off. Okay but here we are now back to when I got home from my dad's. My mom wanted to go over to the fat bitches house and see what was going on so she did that. Then Mandy called and said she had to watch Nicholas so I got on my bike and ran over there and told her that. There were a bunch of people there like Mark Kerns, Mike Dafever,LARRY DEAN,Jimmy,Trevor and ofcourse the fat bitch. So yeah I sat around and hung out for a while fucked around flirted with Mike and beat on Jimmy the fucker. Then we went to the store me the fat bitch and Mike. The fat bitch told me that Larry Dean had AID'S and she didn't want him in her house. I was like you fucking bitch Larry does not have AIDS Larry is a very good friend of mine. So when we got back I was all sitting on Larry's lap and she was like what are you doing on Larry. I was like I love Larry he's one of my good friends. But yes shit progressed and I told Mark about Keith calling me a Whore and him and Jimmy were going to go beat the crap out of him. Doug Failure still has his coming all the guy's wanna beat the hell out of him. Grandma get's out today most likeley. Ted said this morning that her house was trashed and stuff. DAMN TREVOR THE ASSHOLE!!! Umm.. So yeah me my mom and all the guy's went to my house. Umm.. On the way to my house we seen That guy Dennis from the park. He told me where he lived and told me I could come over anytime. I was like OKAY!! But yeah that's how the night went. Me and Larry Stayed up all night and talked. But yeah I didn't go to bed until 6:00 in the morning so I couldn't go to school I would have died. Now I'm trying to find Paul. So I guess I'm gonna go for now and try to find him. This is really long anyway!! Byeee

1:10 p.m. - 2002-09-03

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Once you stray you can't stop!

At this point in time I was starting to get irritated with Paul as you can see. I was begining to get annoyed with him and was feeling the need to go else where obviously. Here is Keith Popping up in my entry again... Hes every where I can't escape him ever! I love him hes my buddy! I was totally just hanging out with him today actually! My grandma still alive still crazy! Though she hasnt been to jail in a while. Well that is all enjoy!

11:38 a.m. - 2002-08-31
It's me hello my diary how are you doing on this fine and glorius day? I am fine I just got my slambook and am hoping that you my dear diary loves it. Well I am sitting here at the library. I am contenplating what to do. Yes I did go over to my trusty park last night then I later went over to see my Keith which of whom I have been fucking on a regular basis. Shh!!! Don't tell anyone. Paul would blow a fucking gasket if he knew rhat. He is a strange individual. But anyway me and Keith have a understanding he knows I like to fuck him because he is a good fuck and Paul just simply isint. But anyway me and Keith are strictly fuck buddies and that's it. But yeah I looked so good yesterday. If I was a guy I would have been all over me. Damn I'm serious I looked fucking HOTT!! WOO SEXY SAMMI!!! LOL Umm.. Well I don't really have much to write about. School is going good I love all of my classes still they are all good. I got a C on my Anatomy test. That I so worked my ass off for. I am doing a project in German on Rammstein the band you know. It's going to kick ass I am going to do really good on it. I have until November to get it finished so I know I am going to do good on it. Woo I am like really excited about it. But yeah that's what goes on here. My Grandma went to jail for slapping Doug Failure it was funny actually until he pressed charges. Umm Well I am going to go cause Paul is getting pissed at me for flirting with his online lover. So I am going to go before he throws his pink lil' panties at me or something. K you be a good diary. Bye! me

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Whore days!

This entry is small but a good reminder of how much fun I used to have I totally went out that night and caused trouble hehee Love it!

3:17 p.m. - 2002-08-30
I AM SO DAMN CUTE!!! I am really I am wearing a black thong a PINK bra a cute lil' shirt and TIGHT REALLY TIGHT pant's. Damn I look good.I am like in the perfect mood Paul has to go back to work at five so I think I'll go out and raise some hell! The park should be hopping tonight woo am In in a mood. I am in a mood to just go out and flirt and have some fun. I am like getting in the mood to flirt with everyone! Woo I am going to have fun tonight!! Okay well diary I am going to get going did you check out my scroll bar it's cool huh. THANK GOD FOR MAT!!! YEAHH Okay well I am going to get my lil' sluty ass out of here so I can go out and have some fun. Be good diary and I'll be back tommorow or something have fun cause I know I sure will

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Summer of 1000 Raindrops

This was the first in my series of the recap of summer entries every year at the end of summer I make an entry which recaps the whole summer. This one was well... Obviously my first and a long time ago. It talks about Paul and how I thought I loved him how I finally realized I would never be wiser and I was cleaning out Jeffs house haha how funny. Those were the last few days that I remained close with them we have totally lost our connection since then which now days isint to bad cause hes... EWW To say the least. Anywya enjoy it.. More later! Love!

1:10 p.m. - 2002-08-19
Hello diary I am like totally like in the mood to just go on and on... K! Well the last day of summer..the last day of our freedom has been savagly ripped away by the rain showers and the cold air that only promises snow.. The last day is some what of a sad one a violin plays in the distance a sad tune one of which promises my squeeky Viola isint going to sound good until day's later. Most likely the halls will shine but our brains won't until the warm air blows again. Staring out at the raindrops bring memories of sun tan's, sex, and all of those other great memories of my wonderful never ending summer. Yeah right this summer has sucked! That's my opinion anyway. Sure I did have some fun and fall in love but I also didn't really have that much fun. Another year gone down the hole. I'm going to be another year older and still not wiser. I don't think I will ever get wiser. I may go through more experiences but I never become wiser from it though. Stuff just tend's to happen it doesn't make me wiser though. This ole' diary is going to get pretty boring! All I am going to have to write about is how I broke my pencil, How hard some test is and how Mr.Hudd's Fart joke made us laugh until we cried. Just another school year jam packed with lot's of tests and pencils. Not anything that would even be exciting to write about. Well that's how things are going to be I just thought I would warn ya. Before all of the exciting things begin to happen. Well diary I am going to be on my merry little way. I am sitting here waiting for my sexy Texan to come along and get me so we can go finish cleaning out Jeff's mom's house. How exciting huh! Well I am going to go so I can do that. So have fun I'll come back and let ya know how the first day of school goes!!! Bye for now! I'M A JUNIOR!!!!!!!!




A FUCKING JUNIOR REDNECK


1:10 p.m. - 2002-08-19

Monday, April 5, 2010

Texican....

Boring... this entry isint very exciting sorry.... just some stuff about the tex... I think soon he goes away and the fun starts again HOORAY!! hehe... Anyway read on fans!! More soon
2:07 p.m. - 2002-08-09
AHH!!! GRR... I am happy but pissed off does that make sense. Well last night me and Mat like tracked Tex down and we were like mission impossible at Stratford beach!! I had Mat like jump out of the car and roll over and grab his ankle and whisper *come over to the car and talk to Sammi* HUH!!! YOU ALL KNOW MY NAME OHH MY!!!!! LOL No not really Mat went up to him and told him to come over and talk to me. He told Mat to act manly because he was in front odf his daughter's asshole boyfriend. So Mat beefed up and said *HEY* LOL No I don't know but yeah my mom was supposed to be gone for the night the usual. So we envited my Tex over. We had fun we went out and drove around and then we came back to the house and watched dirty movies on the movie channel and played like 500 games of Skipbo. It was fun until my mom began to call in drunken agony begging me to come pick her up. I was like GRR.. But yeah we didn't go get her until like 4:00 in the morning. So she was pissed. Then me and my honey went and sat in the spot *shh* our secret spot. But me and him sat there until like 6:00am. *Yawn* no wonder why I'm so tired. My mom has like some super human powers or something. She was like ohh you had Tex in my house didn't ya! I was like umm...NO! Then when I was leaving she was like your going to see Tex. I was like umm...NO! Then today she told me I wa coming to see him at the library. I was like JESUS CHRIST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!!!! She hates him for some fucked up reason. I have no idea why but she's driving me crazy. I'm like hello I am in love with him and you can't change that no matter what the hell you do. She needs to get over it. It's going to happen no matter what she says. You can't stop love RIGHT! I want to be with him and I'm not about to let go just so my mom will get off my ass. Ohh hey I must give you the fair and school update! 2..2...yes count them boys and girls just 2 day's until the fair!!!!!!! 11..yes 11 day's until school starts. That's when things will calm down with my mom. She think's I'm a good girl during the school year. So hopefully she'll be all nice and stuff! God this is like a monster entry!

RHARRR!!!! *MUNCH* *MUNCH* LOL MAT! MACHINE lolololol! Sorry it's an inside joke between me and Mat and the group. We call Sarica Machine because of her teeth. It's funny really if you seen her you would know why. Okay well I guess I am going to get going for the time being. I'm going to go kiss my momma's ass and say Momma I looovveee youuu!!! lol! Okay I'll be back tommorow I promise.



Rebel in distress

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Sorry Im a bad blogger!!

Sorry its been so long I have been hanging out a lot!! Not here obviously sorry!!! Anyway, this entry is about the first time I met Bobby! HAHA All to funny, well from here a lot of things change Bobby was super hot!! and very VERY Kinky... But ofcourse I wasn't ready for a relationship you shall see in entries to come. I saw Bobby about two years ago after not seeing him for years... YEA HES NASTY NOW to bad he was so pretty before. Anyway with out futher adue here is the entry I will post one tomorrow for ya! I will try to be a better blogger.

3:44 p.m. - 2002-07-31
Hello how's the day here. Well the reason my entry was so short yesterday is because the library was closing. Well about yesterday after I went and got Tex from work we had wild sex. It was great I loved it. It was kinky. I love sex it makes me so happy. But yeah my mom is going out of town tommorow so I'm going to have him come over after work and FUCK ME LIKE A MADMAN!!! WOO HOO!! I went to my interview today she just mostly told me stuff. She didn't ask questions or anything. Last night me and Mat had so much fun *holding hands and skipping stones* LOL Elton John. It's a car thing you wouldn't understand. I told you me and Mat like to listen to gay music in the car didn't I.I thought I did well any way we went up to the tridge. Remember the tridge the three way bridge that you can't drive on. Well we went up there at like 11:00 a hour before I had to have the car home! Well we were there sitting there hanging out and likem all these guys came up there. There was this one guy named Dave and he really likes me and he's really cute. But I would rather Mat have him. I was trying to get him to turn Gay! lol I know that sounds funny doesn't it. Well him and the bodyguard this little short guy with really *BIG* Muscles that thinks he's my bodyguard were there. Then there was this one guy named Bob who was FUCKING HOTT!!!! WOOO!!! this one guy with no teeth who is gay but reallllyyyy fucking ugly. And this guy and his nephew who were fishing. We all sat around and bullshited. Me and that Bob guy got really friendly to each other and it turns out that he used to be married to my aunts ex-boyfriends sister. Can ya figure that one out. Well he's really hott!! He has curly black hair Big brown eyes and a gotee thing going on. UHH!!! I liked that. But regardless of what I like I don't think I could do anything with him I seem to be becoming faithful to Texas. I think all this taming stuff is really working. I'm falling for the guy. It will be strange to see me settle down for the first time in my life. We had fun though sitting up on the tridge. I think it's so messed up that all these people know each other. It's like the whole town knows each other. I swear Midland is so small and boring that everyone knows who everyone is. I swear Midland is full of incest!! I want that damn Dave guy to hook up with my MAtty!!!!!! That would be soo cool. Mat thinks he'hot. So that would be really cool. Ohh my god I wonder if Mat know's how old he is. I think I'm turning Mat into a old man lover. The guy is like 42. He doesn't look that old though. He looks like 20 or 30 something. God this entry i like hugggeee!!!! Well I guess I'm going to be on my way so I can fuck around with the computer. Have fun diary I will be back again someday. School Starts in 20 day's and the fair stars in 12!!! It's allmost time! MUHHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Midland Rebel-