Ok so from the last blog The guys name was Jeff and when I went over there to talk to him we both looked at each other and started to say something at the same time. Yea one of those cute stories. We decided that we would love to see each other again but we never did. How sad tragic isint it gorgeous guy very interested and I never got to fuck him very sad. Anyway in this entry Men wow this was a very interesting and fun night. Also the begining of Steve being a major pain in the ass. He started his I love you stuff and when he got drunk he would say I love you. Very confusing and annoying very annoying. Men they are such a pain in the ass. So that is all have fun with the entry its very exciting one of those nights I will totally remember forever!!!
3:25 p.m. - 2003-01-31
Okay Harvey and Aunt Di are getting married which totally broke my feelers. You know those little tenticles on the top of my head. LOL Anyway Tina and Joe are going out and I am sooo happy for Tina I just hope she doesn't have to go through a bunch of shit like she did when she was with josh. I way like way cheated on Keith with Steve and I am lovin it all up. Steve told me he loves me and also that he is falling for me. He spent the night with a whole crowd of people at my house. Arthur, his woman,Her dad *who wants to bang me*, Tina, Joe, Chris, and that's it! It was fun we drank a lot and I was with Steve. Art's girlfriend wants me I sucked her toes and her nipples it was really weird she want's to do me but I don't really like her and I don't know about this whole woman thing. It was fun but.... Not with her. Maybe another woman yeah but not her I don't really liek her all that well. The only reason I did that to Keith was because he was being an asshole. But now Steve is all telling me he wants to be with me so I am with the both of them. I got my prom dress.. WOO HOO! I was so happy.. no sign of the library man yet I have only seen him that one time and never again after that. I don't know about Steve I really really like him a lot but I don't know if he feels the same. He say's he does but I guess it will all show if he calls me this weekend or not. Well anyway I am going to go. You know who I really miss Mat. We haven't been hanging out all that much and I wish I could just go steal him but he's sick GRR TO SICKNESS!!!!!!
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Friday, May 7, 2010
Nutshell of Men
Okay I skipped a bunch of shit that you didn't really care about and only used this entry because it nutshells everything that was going on at the momentl. I was "dating" Keith I guess..Also I went after this guy well followed him because we made eye contact and it was obvious that he was very attracted to me. More about that later... Anyway this entry is pretty small but sums up everything so enjoy... Also about searching for number 18. My best friend Arthur and I were having a sex race to see who could fuck the most people first. Well he ended up winning in the end because I kind of came to a stand still. What am I watching? Wtf sorry off track but this girl is like biting this guys throat out theres blood every where and shes having sex with him. Like they are using a extreme amount of blood in this movie its kind of insane. Whatever its weird... Sorry I got off track enjoy the entry though I think there are very few if any who read it!
12:55 p.m. - 2003-01-13
Hello world so what has been going on with me well studying A LOT! I spent the entire weekend with Keith. It was really nice to be with him. I love him. But anyway there is a hott guy sitting by Bobby I want to go over there and be like hey baby wanna get it on. I am still searching for number 18. I haven't got there yet. Well it's exam time that's why I am out so early. *cough* sputter God I need to quit smoking I am going to die if I don't. Grr.. I want some fucking like badly. Damn well anyway nothing to write about I love Keith wish I could have Harvey exams are good and someday I am going to get up the courage to rape Mr.Hommel. Bobby is crazy I made Dave go to Bobby's to go get him to pick us up from school. Hmm.... Hott guy Sammi wants to follow should I or shouldn't I that is the questuion. Okay Tina told me I should so here I go
12:55 p.m. - 2003-01-13
Hello world so what has been going on with me well studying A LOT! I spent the entire weekend with Keith. It was really nice to be with him. I love him. But anyway there is a hott guy sitting by Bobby I want to go over there and be like hey baby wanna get it on. I am still searching for number 18. I haven't got there yet. Well it's exam time that's why I am out so early. *cough* sputter God I need to quit smoking I am going to die if I don't. Grr.. I want some fucking like badly. Damn well anyway nothing to write about I love Keith wish I could have Harvey exams are good and someday I am going to get up the courage to rape Mr.Hommel. Bobby is crazy I made Dave go to Bobby's to go get him to pick us up from school. Hmm.... Hott guy Sammi wants to follow should I or shouldn't I that is the questuion. Okay Tina told me I should so here I go
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Steve...
I love this entry it brings back such awesome memories.. Let me tell you a bit about Steve before you read this entry. First of all I didn't know him but met him one day at the park. Well that day I decided I totally wanted him and that we should have sex. Well I didn't say anything then and only saw him again once after that. But anyway the first time I saw him I said I am going to fuck him before I die. Which is why on this night I was so happy to see him. Well after this entry there are many more to come about Steve and all his confusing stuff. He was a great friend and we had many MANY Fun times together. This is just the begining of a fun journey with him :) One of my favorite entries and deffenitly a night I will never EVER forget!
6:59 p.m. - 2002-10-14
Wow it has been so long I know that you miss me! you are nothing with out me my dear diary! Well This is all that happened as I was gone! Me and Jim were together he was my man and I was his woman you know all that nice and happy stuff. It finally happened. Then undercover got out of jail and I got to see him. That made Jim jealous so I quickly forgot about him. But yeah me and him were together and stuff. Then I didn't see him for a couple of day's then the other night Friday to be exact I seen Steve Hoover going down the road on his bike when I was taking Grandma and Ron to the store for beer. Around these part's we folks like to call that a BEER RUN! But anyway he was going down the road and I was like heyyy *wink to Mat* but yeah so I said heyy and he stopped and talked to us and I told him he should go to Grandma's so he asked me if I was going to be there. When I responded yes he said okay then I'll be there to. So I was like woo woo!! So I carried on and took them to the store got back and sure enough he was sitting there. So we flirted and talked then the drunks ran out of beer. So it was my job to go take someone to go get more. So there I went taking Steve to the store for beer. hehe...then he told me he had to go to his house to get money. So we went there and fucked like wild animals. Then we went to get Tina and Josh. Then we came back and all went to my house and got good and drunk. Me and Steve fucked like a 100 times in one night I swear. He's sooooo nice to me all night and all day he told me how beutiful I was and all this stuff. I was like ohhh!! I found something I like he like's me a lot and I like him a lot to. He's a really nice guy. But yeah that's why I havent been here. Well I was with Jim for like a week then he stopped coming around after confessing his undying love to me. I took good care of him as usual for that amount of time. Now he's going to go to Flordia and leave me here with nothing but good memories of us and what we were and always will be that's good friends. I have been partying a lot getting drunk and such. But it's all in good fun. I have been having a lot of fun. I went to Mat's last night and spent the night. We laughed and sang songs all night. Journey being our favorite well and Fleetwood Mac. You know how we are we have to hav our music. Well I reckon I should be on my way. I have the car and a bunch of drunks at my house. So I am going to see if Steve is home and spend a little time with him. I just thought I would let you know I have been fighting getting drunk and putting up with men. So it's all in good fun well I am going to go I will be back next summer. LOL I'm joking probably sooner then before after all it is fall nothing else to do.
6:59 p.m. - 2002-10-14
Wow it has been so long I know that you miss me! you are nothing with out me my dear diary! Well This is all that happened as I was gone! Me and Jim were together he was my man and I was his woman you know all that nice and happy stuff. It finally happened. Then undercover got out of jail and I got to see him. That made Jim jealous so I quickly forgot about him. But yeah me and him were together and stuff. Then I didn't see him for a couple of day's then the other night Friday to be exact I seen Steve Hoover going down the road on his bike when I was taking Grandma and Ron to the store for beer. Around these part's we folks like to call that a BEER RUN! But anyway he was going down the road and I was like heyyy *wink to Mat* but yeah so I said heyy and he stopped and talked to us and I told him he should go to Grandma's so he asked me if I was going to be there. When I responded yes he said okay then I'll be there to. So I was like woo woo!! So I carried on and took them to the store got back and sure enough he was sitting there. So we flirted and talked then the drunks ran out of beer. So it was my job to go take someone to go get more. So there I went taking Steve to the store for beer. hehe...then he told me he had to go to his house to get money. So we went there and fucked like wild animals. Then we went to get Tina and Josh. Then we came back and all went to my house and got good and drunk. Me and Steve fucked like a 100 times in one night I swear. He's sooooo nice to me all night and all day he told me how beutiful I was and all this stuff. I was like ohhh!! I found something I like he like's me a lot and I like him a lot to. He's a really nice guy. But yeah that's why I havent been here. Well I was with Jim for like a week then he stopped coming around after confessing his undying love to me. I took good care of him as usual for that amount of time. Now he's going to go to Flordia and leave me here with nothing but good memories of us and what we were and always will be that's good friends. I have been partying a lot getting drunk and such. But it's all in good fun. I have been having a lot of fun. I went to Mat's last night and spent the night. We laughed and sang songs all night. Journey being our favorite well and Fleetwood Mac. You know how we are we have to hav our music. Well I reckon I should be on my way. I have the car and a bunch of drunks at my house. So I am going to see if Steve is home and spend a little time with him. I just thought I would let you know I have been fighting getting drunk and putting up with men. So it's all in good fun well I am going to go I will be back next summer. LOL I'm joking probably sooner then before after all it is fall nothing else to do.
Friday, April 23, 2010
Undercover lover
OMG THE UNDERCOVER COP UHHH... No one really knows if he was an undercover cop! I am sure he wasnt basically the only reason everyone thought he was because he was very clean and normal! and fucking gorgeous... I wish I would have fucked him he was sooo friggen hot! O damn..anyway...lets see...yea Jim what a fucking asshole dont ask why I wasted my time with him he was such a pain in the ass. We did have fun though I guess. Hmm what else Bobby haha I did send him the 10 reasons why he shouldnt be with me. He tried for so long the poor guy. I totally saw him two years ago hes yucky..I think I said that before sorry...anyway that is all more soon!
8:09 p.m. - 2002-10-03
Well it happened again today Jim got back together with his ex so I am out of the picture for a while until he get's lonley again I guess. But that's okay with me it didn't hurt me. He always does that to me. But life goes on. Did I tell ya about the sexy undercover cop that's been hanging out in the park? Well the word is that he is a undercover cop. This guy is hott!! I mean from the first time I seen him I was like DAMN!!!But anyway I have been flirting with him for a while. He was there when Mark broke my heart. He told me to shut up because Mark wasn't worth it. So I stopped crying and looked at him and smiled. He is a very very sexy man. I mean damn I usually don't like blondes but ohhh!! Wow but anyway last night I was at the park surrounded by all these guys. He came up there and talked to us. When he was getting ready to go to the store I was like of are you leaving. He was like no I am just going to the store. He said give me a kiss so I did. Then he said give me another one. When I went to kiss him he grabbed my head and started making out with me. I was like ohhh my GOD!! UHH!! He is sooo fine. God I just want to like attack him and be like heyyy!!! LOL! But yeah I got a big ole wet kiss and the best part is he told me I was a good kisser I was like damn!! I got it all baby! WOO but yeah that was nice real nice *hehe Mat* But yep that's how things have been going. Ii had sex with Keith yesterday and he like marked my boobies all up and stuff. I'm like gee..thanks now I have to be yours for a few weeks lol! Well that's about it for now. Bobby is becoming attached but I think he'll get over it just sent him a e-mail letting him know the 10 reasons why he shouldn't like me. But yeah I am single and LOVING IT FOR NOW ANY WAY!!!!! WOO SINGLE IS THE WAY TO BE I CAN FUCK AND DO WHATEVER I WANT Single
8:09 p.m. - 2002-10-03
Well it happened again today Jim got back together with his ex so I am out of the picture for a while until he get's lonley again I guess. But that's okay with me it didn't hurt me. He always does that to me. But life goes on. Did I tell ya about the sexy undercover cop that's been hanging out in the park? Well the word is that he is a undercover cop. This guy is hott!! I mean from the first time I seen him I was like DAMN!!!But anyway I have been flirting with him for a while. He was there when Mark broke my heart. He told me to shut up because Mark wasn't worth it. So I stopped crying and looked at him and smiled. He is a very very sexy man. I mean damn I usually don't like blondes but ohhh!! Wow but anyway last night I was at the park surrounded by all these guys. He came up there and talked to us. When he was getting ready to go to the store I was like of are you leaving. He was like no I am just going to the store. He said give me a kiss so I did. Then he said give me another one. When I went to kiss him he grabbed my head and started making out with me. I was like ohhh my GOD!! UHH!! He is sooo fine. God I just want to like attack him and be like heyyy!!! LOL! But yeah I got a big ole wet kiss and the best part is he told me I was a good kisser I was like damn!! I got it all baby! WOO but yeah that was nice real nice *hehe Mat* But yep that's how things have been going. Ii had sex with Keith yesterday and he like marked my boobies all up and stuff. I'm like gee..thanks now I have to be yours for a few weeks lol! Well that's about it for now. Bobby is becoming attached but I think he'll get over it just sent him a e-mail letting him know the 10 reasons why he shouldn't like me. But yeah I am single and LOVING IT FOR NOW ANY WAY!!!!! WOO SINGLE IS THE WAY TO BE I CAN FUCK AND DO WHATEVER I WANT Single
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Men... who can keep up!
So I am using this entry because it states a base for entries to come... There is Jim here in this entry he comes in and out a lot but finaly he ends at some point in time thank god because he totally drives me insane for a long time.. I don't know my attraction to him but there was a big one and it was there for a long time. Anyway this is just some more mumbojumbo and its fun to read so on with it bitches!
8:59 p.m. - 2002-10-01
Well here I am the Sammi the sadened one who whined about Markiepoo yesterday. But guess what I don't really welll I am going to act like I don't really care any more. I seen him up on his porch and I was with.......guess...you'll never guess.....I'll give ya a hint.......He looks like a mouse..........very cute.....sexy....Okay I suppose I'll tell ya JIM!!!! Haha...told ya you'd never guess.But anyway we rode right by Mark and I didn't even say one word..not to him atleast. Nope I said to Jim HONEY!!! hehe.. be careful don't drop your crutches. Cause yeah I told ya didn't I my little drunk thought he could fly and fell off a roof. This was only after asshole Jimmy kicked him in the head. Oh the game was really fun. We went to LIL' Chef afterwords. Had fun. It was cool. This weekend was another of fighting. I stuck up for Jim's ass all weekend. Fucking Jimmy Got slapped for kicking him then Heidi all most got punched for getting in his face the stupid bitch she's the one who fucked him over and fucked little dick Jimmy. Poor girl I'm telling ya she doesn't go for no big dicks hehehe.. first she had Jim now Jimmy what is this world coming to. Well anyway I need to go and eat some food. Have fun. OHH MY HARV. GOT TRANSFERED TO GLADWIN COUNTY!!! WOO HOO It's better for him there. But yeaump as Paul would say I am gone well he's fucking retarted so good bye there that's better.
8:59 p.m. - 2002-10-01
Well here I am the Sammi the sadened one who whined about Markiepoo yesterday. But guess what I don't really welll I am going to act like I don't really care any more. I seen him up on his porch and I was with.......guess...you'll never guess.....I'll give ya a hint.......He looks like a mouse..........very cute.....sexy....Okay I suppose I'll tell ya JIM!!!! Haha...told ya you'd never guess.But anyway we rode right by Mark and I didn't even say one word..not to him atleast. Nope I said to Jim HONEY!!! hehe.. be careful don't drop your crutches. Cause yeah I told ya didn't I my little drunk thought he could fly and fell off a roof. This was only after asshole Jimmy kicked him in the head. Oh the game was really fun. We went to LIL' Chef afterwords. Had fun. It was cool. This weekend was another of fighting. I stuck up for Jim's ass all weekend. Fucking Jimmy Got slapped for kicking him then Heidi all most got punched for getting in his face the stupid bitch she's the one who fucked him over and fucked little dick Jimmy. Poor girl I'm telling ya she doesn't go for no big dicks hehehe.. first she had Jim now Jimmy what is this world coming to. Well anyway I need to go and eat some food. Have fun. OHH MY HARV. GOT TRANSFERED TO GLADWIN COUNTY!!! WOO HOO It's better for him there. But yeaump as Paul would say I am gone well he's fucking retarted so good bye there that's better.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
CRAZY CRAZY Night!!!
wOW Yea what a totally fucked up night! This was one of those crazy memorable nights! I can't believe this! It was insane. The Jason guy and I hung out a few times after that I think we made out a bit but that was about it. Arthur got a breathalizer that night cause I was a psycho haha sorry to him!! Anyway read on this was one fucked up weekend!!!
2:06 p.m. - 2002-09-22
Well hello my dear diary. Last night was just packed full of excitment I allmost stabbed someone. I mean I could be a murderer right now. I could have killed someone. What do you think of that. Well here goes the story. Okay first of all I seen Mark and was all happy and stuff. Then I got pissed at him for not coming over and stuff. So I sat in the park and talked to my people. Then I went home after talking to Arthur and Tina and being taunted by Jim and Heidi because she has him and I don't *thank God*. I was pissed so I went over and got my Arthur and my Tina and Paul came too!! We went over to the park on our way to Aunt Di's house. We stopped and talked to Doug Faylor,Phil, Some Indian guy,Tommy,Mark Kerns, and this really cute buff guy named Jason. Ohh he was hott!!!! But anyway we were all talking and fucking around and this Jason guy was like flirting wiht me and I was majorly flirting with him cause he was like fucking FINE!!!!! But okay yeah I was all like ohh your hott and shit and we all were talking and drinking Rum. Then we left and went to Grandma's apt. To see Jim and everyone. Then Jim and Arthur walked to the store together. When they did me Tina and Paul went over to Grandma's house. Then Heidi came running to the door and said that Arthur and Jim all most got stabbed in Grove Park. So me being me said nobody's going to fuck with my best friend and I bolted out the door and ran like Forrest Gump down the road. When I did Tina followed. I had my knife open the whole time planning on Murder. That's what I would do for my friends. Especially Arthur. But okay I got to the park and ran up to everyone and asked what was going on and this Jason guy held my hand and kissed it calming me down. I myself was holding a knife to hIS stomach. I wanted to fucking kill him and I told him that. But he calmed me down and I put it away. He said that he wanted to stab Jim because of some bullshit that happened back in the day and I was like well your not going to fuck with Arthur cause I'll kill ya. We talked about this and ran down to Sid's to see if Arthur was okay. Me I freaked the fuck out and screamed at Arthur and since I couldn't breath I thought I was going to die. So I'm screaming about how I was going to kill someone and how I allmost did in front of this cop and Arthur was like Sammi calm down and I did cause he's Arthur. This cop come's over and say's well you have a dirty mouth. I was just like yeah soo!!! But I could have went to jail for telling Arthur I wanted to kill someone and all most did in front of a cop. But after that me and Tina ran down to the park and tried to tell the boy's to run. They were all hiding and shit. I hid with them and then I left so I wouldn't get in trouble. The cop stopped me and said he what's your name and all that. Then I gave him my knife and he told me to go where I was going. So I whistled dixie and walked on down the road. That was my fun and exciting night. Doug Faylor got all in Arthur's face I guess and was telling him off. I'm glad I wasn't there then cause I would have popped him. But yep that's how my night went. That's how I all most killed someone. The guy that I want to fuck I all most killed now what's wrong with that picture? LOL But anyway I need to get home and make Arthur and Tina Breakfast since Paul doesn't want to. WOW WHAT A NIGHT HUH? LOL Well have fun!
Check me up in 20 years
I might be on death row
for murder
2:06 p.m. - 2002-09-22
Well hello my dear diary. Last night was just packed full of excitment I allmost stabbed someone. I mean I could be a murderer right now. I could have killed someone. What do you think of that. Well here goes the story. Okay first of all I seen Mark and was all happy and stuff. Then I got pissed at him for not coming over and stuff. So I sat in the park and talked to my people. Then I went home after talking to Arthur and Tina and being taunted by Jim and Heidi because she has him and I don't *thank God*. I was pissed so I went over and got my Arthur and my Tina and Paul came too!! We went over to the park on our way to Aunt Di's house. We stopped and talked to Doug Faylor,Phil, Some Indian guy,Tommy,Mark Kerns, and this really cute buff guy named Jason. Ohh he was hott!!!! But anyway we were all talking and fucking around and this Jason guy was like flirting wiht me and I was majorly flirting with him cause he was like fucking FINE!!!!! But okay yeah I was all like ohh your hott and shit and we all were talking and drinking Rum. Then we left and went to Grandma's apt. To see Jim and everyone. Then Jim and Arthur walked to the store together. When they did me Tina and Paul went over to Grandma's house. Then Heidi came running to the door and said that Arthur and Jim all most got stabbed in Grove Park. So me being me said nobody's going to fuck with my best friend and I bolted out the door and ran like Forrest Gump down the road. When I did Tina followed. I had my knife open the whole time planning on Murder. That's what I would do for my friends. Especially Arthur. But okay I got to the park and ran up to everyone and asked what was going on and this Jason guy held my hand and kissed it calming me down. I myself was holding a knife to hIS stomach. I wanted to fucking kill him and I told him that. But he calmed me down and I put it away. He said that he wanted to stab Jim because of some bullshit that happened back in the day and I was like well your not going to fuck with Arthur cause I'll kill ya. We talked about this and ran down to Sid's to see if Arthur was okay. Me I freaked the fuck out and screamed at Arthur and since I couldn't breath I thought I was going to die. So I'm screaming about how I was going to kill someone and how I allmost did in front of this cop and Arthur was like Sammi calm down and I did cause he's Arthur. This cop come's over and say's well you have a dirty mouth. I was just like yeah soo!!! But I could have went to jail for telling Arthur I wanted to kill someone and all most did in front of a cop. But after that me and Tina ran down to the park and tried to tell the boy's to run. They were all hiding and shit. I hid with them and then I left so I wouldn't get in trouble. The cop stopped me and said he what's your name and all that. Then I gave him my knife and he told me to go where I was going. So I whistled dixie and walked on down the road. That was my fun and exciting night. Doug Faylor got all in Arthur's face I guess and was telling him off. I'm glad I wasn't there then cause I would have popped him. But yep that's how my night went. That's how I all most killed someone. The guy that I want to fuck I all most killed now what's wrong with that picture? LOL But anyway I need to get home and make Arthur and Tina Breakfast since Paul doesn't want to. WOW WHAT A NIGHT HUH? LOL Well have fun!
Check me up in 20 years
I might be on death row
for murder
Monday, April 19, 2010
I got rid of texas and I'm going to get drunk YAY!
What did I tell ya? All of that irritation led up to what ta da the end of Paul.. YOU ALL SAW IT COMING RIGHT? I certainly hope so it was something that was due... over due... I needed to go else where he was way to boring and not for me... AT ALL.. Not at all... Mark and I were not really together we only had sex a couple times it was fucking terrible probably the worst ever! Sorry... just the truth.. anyway I get hung up for him for a while then on to more fun woo hoo.. The party turns out fucking amazing love it :) Anyway.. I am off... enjoy the read~!
8:44 p.m. - 2002-09-11
Hello how ist the diary doing today!? Well hey me and Paul broke up mainly because of my wild streak and my urge to fuck Mark. I mean for Christ's sake I have wanted the man for like fucking what 2 years now. Damn I mean yeah like I wasn't going to actually do it! HELLO!!! Do you think I'm that stupid. LOL Well yeah me and Mark are like together and stuff now and he hates Paul entirley. He thinks he's a asshole and stuff. But yeah that's how things are going Paul is writing me like 20 e-mails a day I think he's trying to make me feel all bad and stuff. But hey it's not going to happen. That's what I wanted to do and I made my bed now I'm going to lie in it. LOL that's the damn truth. Well all is good I am going to throw a huge fucking birthday BASH!! This weekend it is like going to totally kick some major ass! I can't wait all of my park people are going to be there and some of my normal friends too!! Well It's going to be a riot. Did I mention that my mom likes my Mark. So that's really cool. I love that too. But he is going to stay the night with me at the party. It's going to be a ton of fun!!!! Woo PARTY! I am going to get so drunk. I am going to have a ton of fun. I can't wait I have been talking about it for like a week now. YEAHH!!! Hehe.. Yep I'm happy. I mean yeah I cried like a baby when Paul left but then I got over it and I know he will too. Well all is good here obviusly. Things have been going great. Me and Mark are together and I think he will be willing to make more of a committment to me when I turn 17. So that will be wonderful. I am like so happy being with out Paul makes me feel as if a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders. All is good in the land of this Rebel. Ohh yea I reckon I should say that I love America and I feel real fucking bad about today. KILL THOSE FUCKING TERRORISTS!!!! LOL Okay that was well said now I am going to get my little white ass home before momma put's out a search for my ass. Sorry it took so long to write I've been fighting and fucking every waking second. Saturday will be fun. I'll get back to ya on it k. The library is like all most closed and I need to get my ass out. Be good and I'll be back
Much happier rebel
8:44 p.m. - 2002-09-11
Hello how ist the diary doing today!? Well hey me and Paul broke up mainly because of my wild streak and my urge to fuck Mark. I mean for Christ's sake I have wanted the man for like fucking what 2 years now. Damn I mean yeah like I wasn't going to actually do it! HELLO!!! Do you think I'm that stupid. LOL Well yeah me and Mark are like together and stuff now and he hates Paul entirley. He thinks he's a asshole and stuff. But yeah that's how things are going Paul is writing me like 20 e-mails a day I think he's trying to make me feel all bad and stuff. But hey it's not going to happen. That's what I wanted to do and I made my bed now I'm going to lie in it. LOL that's the damn truth. Well all is good I am going to throw a huge fucking birthday BASH!! This weekend it is like going to totally kick some major ass! I can't wait all of my park people are going to be there and some of my normal friends too!! Well It's going to be a riot. Did I mention that my mom likes my Mark. So that's really cool. I love that too. But he is going to stay the night with me at the party. It's going to be a ton of fun!!!! Woo PARTY! I am going to get so drunk. I am going to have a ton of fun. I can't wait I have been talking about it for like a week now. YEAHH!!! Hehe.. Yep I'm happy. I mean yeah I cried like a baby when Paul left but then I got over it and I know he will too. Well all is good here obviusly. Things have been going great. Me and Mark are together and I think he will be willing to make more of a committment to me when I turn 17. So that will be wonderful. I am like so happy being with out Paul makes me feel as if a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders. All is good in the land of this Rebel. Ohh yea I reckon I should say that I love America and I feel real fucking bad about today. KILL THOSE FUCKING TERRORISTS!!!! LOL Okay that was well said now I am going to get my little white ass home before momma put's out a search for my ass. Sorry it took so long to write I've been fighting and fucking every waking second. Saturday will be fun. I'll get back to ya on it k. The library is like all most closed and I need to get my ass out. Be good and I'll be back
Much happier rebel
Saturday, April 17, 2010
In the Good ole Days
I did this entry which I normaly dont put the small ones on here but it tells a lot in this short entry. First of all the yes Paul decided that he was going to be totally in love with me good lord that took forever. But let's mark the date on the calander just for future reference.... it was september 4th.. Ok next I chose this entry because I stated I was going to fuck Mark before my birthday... This is also huge in the future.. sort of anyway it changes everything! Let's see what else My birthday party FRIGGEN ROCKED But we will talk about that later.. deffenitly a night we still talk about ahh the good old days
5:35 p.m. - 2002-09-04
No I don't feel like making an entry! Well Grandma's out of jail and I know how to spell Doug's last name! It's FAYLOR! Ha! He told evryone at the park that we are all going to jail and stuff I was like yeah sure I would like to see him do that! He's such a dickhead! Well anyway Paul threw his heart over that huge cliff! He loves me with all of his heart not just half any more! Woo hoo!! Well that's about all there is to write Grandma kicked Trevor out for good today so that was good wasn't it! HELL YEAH GO GRANDMA! I am going to have a birthday party and get drunk! Woo can't wait! In 13 day's I'll be 17 I am like really excited well I am gonna go be good and have fun I see Paul tonight so woo!!!! I am going to do Mark Hughes before my birthday!!! YEAHHHHHH
Sam
5:35 p.m. - 2002-09-04
No I don't feel like making an entry! Well Grandma's out of jail and I know how to spell Doug's last name! It's FAYLOR! Ha! He told evryone at the park that we are all going to jail and stuff I was like yeah sure I would like to see him do that! He's such a dickhead! Well anyway Paul threw his heart over that huge cliff! He loves me with all of his heart not just half any more! Woo hoo!! Well that's about all there is to write Grandma kicked Trevor out for good today so that was good wasn't it! HELL YEAH GO GRANDMA! I am going to have a birthday party and get drunk! Woo can't wait! In 13 day's I'll be 17 I am like really excited well I am gonna go be good and have fun I see Paul tonight so woo!!!! I am going to do Mark Hughes before my birthday!!! YEAHHHHHH
Sam
Friday, April 16, 2010
Homie G Cat Meow!
Wow amazing!! I totally forgot the guys name until now!!! His name was DENNIS HAHA Sorry you will see when you read anyway later I don't know if I mention it or not but Dennis and I fuck, and I totally forget his name until now how funny. Anyway this is a night I had totally forgotten about. I love how my diary has a way of bringing back all of these fun memories. Keith still doesnt admit to calling me a whore. I think he was drunk and totally forgot about it the jerk face. He's a real pain in the ass these days anyway. Well I think that is all for now enjoy the read.. I totally also forgot about homie g cat meow I havent said that in forever good lord am I feeling old!
Hey Diary hello How's ya doing today!!? I am sitting here at the library not at school why well.. I'll tell you all about it. Well ya see last night well rather I should start with yesterday so I can tell you all the neat and groovy thing's that happened while I was at my favorite park sitting and heating *think about it the opposite from chillin' is heatin'* Kinda stupid huh! It's Kinda like *Hommie G cat meoowww* Ya know instead of hommie G dawg! Okay that makes no complete sense at all to you does it? Duh your just looking at the screen saying WOW How utterly fucked up Sammi is! Okay but anyway I was sitting in the park and ya know sitting there. Reba wanted to tell me something so we went for a walk across the park. When we did we walked by this really cute guy that reminds me of my Doug *May he rest in Peace* So I was like Hi and we started talking to him and he told me how beutiful I was and asked me if I had a man and ofcourse I said....You thought I was going to say No didn't you well I said yes! He told me well he could treat me better and all of this good stuff. So I'm thinking hell yeah treat me good baby and all this. Soo anyway we sat and talked and stuff then I left and went to my dad's so we could put the tap-it-pan gasket on the car. After that I came home OHH DUH! I completly left out the fact that after I talked to that guy I went up and said to Keith and Phil yeah he's fuckable and Keith is like yeah ya know what your a whore Sammi you aint never changed and your never going to. You aint nothing but a whore. So that like totally pissed me and my *BODYGUARDS* off. Okay but here we are now back to when I got home from my dad's. My mom wanted to go over to the fat bitches house and see what was going on so she did that. Then Mandy called and said she had to watch Nicholas so I got on my bike and ran over there and told her that. There were a bunch of people there like Mark Kerns, Mike Dafever,LARRY DEAN,Jimmy,Trevor and ofcourse the fat bitch. So yeah I sat around and hung out for a while fucked around flirted with Mike and beat on Jimmy the fucker. Then we went to the store me the fat bitch and Mike. The fat bitch told me that Larry Dean had AID'S and she didn't want him in her house. I was like you fucking bitch Larry does not have AIDS Larry is a very good friend of mine. So when we got back I was all sitting on Larry's lap and she was like what are you doing on Larry. I was like I love Larry he's one of my good friends. But yes shit progressed and I told Mark about Keith calling me a Whore and him and Jimmy were going to go beat the crap out of him. Doug Failure still has his coming all the guy's wanna beat the hell out of him. Grandma get's out today most likeley. Ted said this morning that her house was trashed and stuff. DAMN TREVOR THE ASSHOLE!!! Umm.. So yeah me my mom and all the guy's went to my house. Umm.. On the way to my house we seen That guy Dennis from the park. He told me where he lived and told me I could come over anytime. I was like OKAY!! But yeah that's how the night went. Me and Larry Stayed up all night and talked. But yeah I didn't go to bed until 6:00 in the morning so I couldn't go to school I would have died. Now I'm trying to find Paul. So I guess I'm gonna go for now and try to find him. This is really long anyway!! Byeee
1:10 p.m. - 2002-09-03
Hey Diary hello How's ya doing today!!? I am sitting here at the library not at school why well.. I'll tell you all about it. Well ya see last night well rather I should start with yesterday so I can tell you all the neat and groovy thing's that happened while I was at my favorite park sitting and heating *think about it the opposite from chillin' is heatin'* Kinda stupid huh! It's Kinda like *Hommie G cat meoowww* Ya know instead of hommie G dawg! Okay that makes no complete sense at all to you does it? Duh your just looking at the screen saying WOW How utterly fucked up Sammi is! Okay but anyway I was sitting in the park and ya know sitting there. Reba wanted to tell me something so we went for a walk across the park. When we did we walked by this really cute guy that reminds me of my Doug *May he rest in Peace* So I was like Hi and we started talking to him and he told me how beutiful I was and asked me if I had a man and ofcourse I said....You thought I was going to say No didn't you well I said yes! He told me well he could treat me better and all of this good stuff. So I'm thinking hell yeah treat me good baby and all this. Soo anyway we sat and talked and stuff then I left and went to my dad's so we could put the tap-it-pan gasket on the car. After that I came home OHH DUH! I completly left out the fact that after I talked to that guy I went up and said to Keith and Phil yeah he's fuckable and Keith is like yeah ya know what your a whore Sammi you aint never changed and your never going to. You aint nothing but a whore. So that like totally pissed me and my *BODYGUARDS* off. Okay but here we are now back to when I got home from my dad's. My mom wanted to go over to the fat bitches house and see what was going on so she did that. Then Mandy called and said she had to watch Nicholas so I got on my bike and ran over there and told her that. There were a bunch of people there like Mark Kerns, Mike Dafever,LARRY DEAN,Jimmy,Trevor and ofcourse the fat bitch. So yeah I sat around and hung out for a while fucked around flirted with Mike and beat on Jimmy the fucker. Then we went to the store me the fat bitch and Mike. The fat bitch told me that Larry Dean had AID'S and she didn't want him in her house. I was like you fucking bitch Larry does not have AIDS Larry is a very good friend of mine. So when we got back I was all sitting on Larry's lap and she was like what are you doing on Larry. I was like I love Larry he's one of my good friends. But yes shit progressed and I told Mark about Keith calling me a Whore and him and Jimmy were going to go beat the crap out of him. Doug Failure still has his coming all the guy's wanna beat the hell out of him. Grandma get's out today most likeley. Ted said this morning that her house was trashed and stuff. DAMN TREVOR THE ASSHOLE!!! Umm.. So yeah me my mom and all the guy's went to my house. Umm.. On the way to my house we seen That guy Dennis from the park. He told me where he lived and told me I could come over anytime. I was like OKAY!! But yeah that's how the night went. Me and Larry Stayed up all night and talked. But yeah I didn't go to bed until 6:00 in the morning so I couldn't go to school I would have died. Now I'm trying to find Paul. So I guess I'm gonna go for now and try to find him. This is really long anyway!! Byeee
1:10 p.m. - 2002-09-03
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Once you stray you can't stop!
At this point in time I was starting to get irritated with Paul as you can see. I was begining to get annoyed with him and was feeling the need to go else where obviously. Here is Keith Popping up in my entry again... Hes every where I can't escape him ever! I love him hes my buddy! I was totally just hanging out with him today actually! My grandma still alive still crazy! Though she hasnt been to jail in a while. Well that is all enjoy!
11:38 a.m. - 2002-08-31
It's me hello my diary how are you doing on this fine and glorius day? I am fine I just got my slambook and am hoping that you my dear diary loves it. Well I am sitting here at the library. I am contenplating what to do. Yes I did go over to my trusty park last night then I later went over to see my Keith which of whom I have been fucking on a regular basis. Shh!!! Don't tell anyone. Paul would blow a fucking gasket if he knew rhat. He is a strange individual. But anyway me and Keith have a understanding he knows I like to fuck him because he is a good fuck and Paul just simply isint. But anyway me and Keith are strictly fuck buddies and that's it. But yeah I looked so good yesterday. If I was a guy I would have been all over me. Damn I'm serious I looked fucking HOTT!! WOO SEXY SAMMI!!! LOL Umm.. Well I don't really have much to write about. School is going good I love all of my classes still they are all good. I got a C on my Anatomy test. That I so worked my ass off for. I am doing a project in German on Rammstein the band you know. It's going to kick ass I am going to do really good on it. I have until November to get it finished so I know I am going to do good on it. Woo I am like really excited about it. But yeah that's what goes on here. My Grandma went to jail for slapping Doug Failure it was funny actually until he pressed charges. Umm Well I am going to go cause Paul is getting pissed at me for flirting with his online lover. So I am going to go before he throws his pink lil' panties at me or something. K you be a good diary. Bye! me
11:38 a.m. - 2002-08-31
It's me hello my diary how are you doing on this fine and glorius day? I am fine I just got my slambook and am hoping that you my dear diary loves it. Well I am sitting here at the library. I am contenplating what to do. Yes I did go over to my trusty park last night then I later went over to see my Keith which of whom I have been fucking on a regular basis. Shh!!! Don't tell anyone. Paul would blow a fucking gasket if he knew rhat. He is a strange individual. But anyway me and Keith have a understanding he knows I like to fuck him because he is a good fuck and Paul just simply isint. But anyway me and Keith are strictly fuck buddies and that's it. But yeah I looked so good yesterday. If I was a guy I would have been all over me. Damn I'm serious I looked fucking HOTT!! WOO SEXY SAMMI!!! LOL Umm.. Well I don't really have much to write about. School is going good I love all of my classes still they are all good. I got a C on my Anatomy test. That I so worked my ass off for. I am doing a project in German on Rammstein the band you know. It's going to kick ass I am going to do really good on it. I have until November to get it finished so I know I am going to do good on it. Woo I am like really excited about it. But yeah that's what goes on here. My Grandma went to jail for slapping Doug Failure it was funny actually until he pressed charges. Umm Well I am going to go cause Paul is getting pissed at me for flirting with his online lover. So I am going to go before he throws his pink lil' panties at me or something. K you be a good diary. Bye! me
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Whore days!
This entry is small but a good reminder of how much fun I used to have I totally went out that night and caused trouble hehee Love it!
3:17 p.m. - 2002-08-30
I AM SO DAMN CUTE!!! I am really I am wearing a black thong a PINK bra a cute lil' shirt and TIGHT REALLY TIGHT pant's. Damn I look good.I am like in the perfect mood Paul has to go back to work at five so I think I'll go out and raise some hell! The park should be hopping tonight woo am In in a mood. I am in a mood to just go out and flirt and have some fun. I am like getting in the mood to flirt with everyone! Woo I am going to have fun tonight!! Okay well diary I am going to get going did you check out my scroll bar it's cool huh. THANK GOD FOR MAT!!! YEAHH Okay well I am going to get my lil' sluty ass out of here so I can go out and have some fun. Be good diary and I'll be back tommorow or something have fun cause I know I sure will
3:17 p.m. - 2002-08-30
I AM SO DAMN CUTE!!! I am really I am wearing a black thong a PINK bra a cute lil' shirt and TIGHT REALLY TIGHT pant's. Damn I look good.I am like in the perfect mood Paul has to go back to work at five so I think I'll go out and raise some hell! The park should be hopping tonight woo am In in a mood. I am in a mood to just go out and flirt and have some fun. I am like getting in the mood to flirt with everyone! Woo I am going to have fun tonight!! Okay well diary I am going to get going did you check out my scroll bar it's cool huh. THANK GOD FOR MAT!!! YEAHH Okay well I am going to get my lil' sluty ass out of here so I can go out and have some fun. Be good diary and I'll be back tommorow or something have fun cause I know I sure will
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Summer of 1000 Raindrops
This was the first in my series of the recap of summer entries every year at the end of summer I make an entry which recaps the whole summer. This one was well... Obviously my first and a long time ago. It talks about Paul and how I thought I loved him how I finally realized I would never be wiser and I was cleaning out Jeffs house haha how funny. Those were the last few days that I remained close with them we have totally lost our connection since then which now days isint to bad cause hes... EWW To say the least. Anywya enjoy it.. More later! Love!
1:10 p.m. - 2002-08-19
Hello diary I am like totally like in the mood to just go on and on... K! Well the last day of summer..the last day of our freedom has been savagly ripped away by the rain showers and the cold air that only promises snow.. The last day is some what of a sad one a violin plays in the distance a sad tune one of which promises my squeeky Viola isint going to sound good until day's later. Most likely the halls will shine but our brains won't until the warm air blows again. Staring out at the raindrops bring memories of sun tan's, sex, and all of those other great memories of my wonderful never ending summer. Yeah right this summer has sucked! That's my opinion anyway. Sure I did have some fun and fall in love but I also didn't really have that much fun. Another year gone down the hole. I'm going to be another year older and still not wiser. I don't think I will ever get wiser. I may go through more experiences but I never become wiser from it though. Stuff just tend's to happen it doesn't make me wiser though. This ole' diary is going to get pretty boring! All I am going to have to write about is how I broke my pencil, How hard some test is and how Mr.Hudd's Fart joke made us laugh until we cried. Just another school year jam packed with lot's of tests and pencils. Not anything that would even be exciting to write about. Well that's how things are going to be I just thought I would warn ya. Before all of the exciting things begin to happen. Well diary I am going to be on my merry little way. I am sitting here waiting for my sexy Texan to come along and get me so we can go finish cleaning out Jeff's mom's house. How exciting huh! Well I am going to go so I can do that. So have fun I'll come back and let ya know how the first day of school goes!!! Bye for now! I'M A JUNIOR!!!!!!!!
A FUCKING JUNIOR REDNECK
1:10 p.m. - 2002-08-19
1:10 p.m. - 2002-08-19
Hello diary I am like totally like in the mood to just go on and on... K! Well the last day of summer..the last day of our freedom has been savagly ripped away by the rain showers and the cold air that only promises snow.. The last day is some what of a sad one a violin plays in the distance a sad tune one of which promises my squeeky Viola isint going to sound good until day's later. Most likely the halls will shine but our brains won't until the warm air blows again. Staring out at the raindrops bring memories of sun tan's, sex, and all of those other great memories of my wonderful never ending summer. Yeah right this summer has sucked! That's my opinion anyway. Sure I did have some fun and fall in love but I also didn't really have that much fun. Another year gone down the hole. I'm going to be another year older and still not wiser. I don't think I will ever get wiser. I may go through more experiences but I never become wiser from it though. Stuff just tend's to happen it doesn't make me wiser though. This ole' diary is going to get pretty boring! All I am going to have to write about is how I broke my pencil, How hard some test is and how Mr.Hudd's Fart joke made us laugh until we cried. Just another school year jam packed with lot's of tests and pencils. Not anything that would even be exciting to write about. Well that's how things are going to be I just thought I would warn ya. Before all of the exciting things begin to happen. Well diary I am going to be on my merry little way. I am sitting here waiting for my sexy Texan to come along and get me so we can go finish cleaning out Jeff's mom's house. How exciting huh! Well I am going to go so I can do that. So have fun I'll come back and let ya know how the first day of school goes!!! Bye for now! I'M A JUNIOR!!!!!!!!
A FUCKING JUNIOR REDNECK
1:10 p.m. - 2002-08-19
Monday, April 5, 2010
Texican....
Boring... this entry isint very exciting sorry.... just some stuff about the tex... I think soon he goes away and the fun starts again HOORAY!! hehe... Anyway read on fans!! More soon
2:07 p.m. - 2002-08-09
AHH!!! GRR... I am happy but pissed off does that make sense. Well last night me and Mat like tracked Tex down and we were like mission impossible at Stratford beach!! I had Mat like jump out of the car and roll over and grab his ankle and whisper *come over to the car and talk to Sammi* HUH!!! YOU ALL KNOW MY NAME OHH MY!!!!! LOL No not really Mat went up to him and told him to come over and talk to me. He told Mat to act manly because he was in front odf his daughter's asshole boyfriend. So Mat beefed up and said *HEY* LOL No I don't know but yeah my mom was supposed to be gone for the night the usual. So we envited my Tex over. We had fun we went out and drove around and then we came back to the house and watched dirty movies on the movie channel and played like 500 games of Skipbo. It was fun until my mom began to call in drunken agony begging me to come pick her up. I was like GRR.. But yeah we didn't go get her until like 4:00 in the morning. So she was pissed. Then me and my honey went and sat in the spot *shh* our secret spot. But me and him sat there until like 6:00am. *Yawn* no wonder why I'm so tired. My mom has like some super human powers or something. She was like ohh you had Tex in my house didn't ya! I was like umm...NO! Then when I was leaving she was like your going to see Tex. I was like umm...NO! Then today she told me I wa coming to see him at the library. I was like JESUS CHRIST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!!!! She hates him for some fucked up reason. I have no idea why but she's driving me crazy. I'm like hello I am in love with him and you can't change that no matter what the hell you do. She needs to get over it. It's going to happen no matter what she says. You can't stop love RIGHT! I want to be with him and I'm not about to let go just so my mom will get off my ass. Ohh hey I must give you the fair and school update! 2..2...yes count them boys and girls just 2 day's until the fair!!!!!!! 11..yes 11 day's until school starts. That's when things will calm down with my mom. She think's I'm a good girl during the school year. So hopefully she'll be all nice and stuff! God this is like a monster entry!
RHARRR!!!! *MUNCH* *MUNCH* LOL MAT! MACHINE lolololol! Sorry it's an inside joke between me and Mat and the group. We call Sarica Machine because of her teeth. It's funny really if you seen her you would know why. Okay well I guess I am going to get going for the time being. I'm going to go kiss my momma's ass and say Momma I looovveee youuu!!! lol! Okay I'll be back tommorow I promise.
Rebel in distress
2:07 p.m. - 2002-08-09
AHH!!! GRR... I am happy but pissed off does that make sense. Well last night me and Mat like tracked Tex down and we were like mission impossible at Stratford beach!! I had Mat like jump out of the car and roll over and grab his ankle and whisper *come over to the car and talk to Sammi* HUH!!! YOU ALL KNOW MY NAME OHH MY!!!!! LOL No not really Mat went up to him and told him to come over and talk to me. He told Mat to act manly because he was in front odf his daughter's asshole boyfriend. So Mat beefed up and said *HEY* LOL No I don't know but yeah my mom was supposed to be gone for the night the usual. So we envited my Tex over. We had fun we went out and drove around and then we came back to the house and watched dirty movies on the movie channel and played like 500 games of Skipbo. It was fun until my mom began to call in drunken agony begging me to come pick her up. I was like GRR.. But yeah we didn't go get her until like 4:00 in the morning. So she was pissed. Then me and my honey went and sat in the spot *shh* our secret spot. But me and him sat there until like 6:00am. *Yawn* no wonder why I'm so tired. My mom has like some super human powers or something. She was like ohh you had Tex in my house didn't ya! I was like umm...NO! Then when I was leaving she was like your going to see Tex. I was like umm...NO! Then today she told me I wa coming to see him at the library. I was like JESUS CHRIST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!!!! She hates him for some fucked up reason. I have no idea why but she's driving me crazy. I'm like hello I am in love with him and you can't change that no matter what the hell you do. She needs to get over it. It's going to happen no matter what she says. You can't stop love RIGHT! I want to be with him and I'm not about to let go just so my mom will get off my ass. Ohh hey I must give you the fair and school update! 2..2...yes count them boys and girls just 2 day's until the fair!!!!!!! 11..yes 11 day's until school starts. That's when things will calm down with my mom. She think's I'm a good girl during the school year. So hopefully she'll be all nice and stuff! God this is like a monster entry!
RHARRR!!!! *MUNCH* *MUNCH* LOL MAT! MACHINE lolololol! Sorry it's an inside joke between me and Mat and the group. We call Sarica Machine because of her teeth. It's funny really if you seen her you would know why. Okay well I guess I am going to get going for the time being. I'm going to go kiss my momma's ass and say Momma I looovveee youuu!!! lol! Okay I'll be back tommorow I promise.
Rebel in distress
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Sorry Im a bad blogger!!
Sorry its been so long I have been hanging out a lot!! Not here obviously sorry!!! Anyway, this entry is about the first time I met Bobby! HAHA All to funny, well from here a lot of things change Bobby was super hot!! and very VERY Kinky... But ofcourse I wasn't ready for a relationship you shall see in entries to come. I saw Bobby about two years ago after not seeing him for years... YEA HES NASTY NOW to bad he was so pretty before. Anyway with out futher adue here is the entry I will post one tomorrow for ya! I will try to be a better blogger.
3:44 p.m. - 2002-07-31
Hello how's the day here. Well the reason my entry was so short yesterday is because the library was closing. Well about yesterday after I went and got Tex from work we had wild sex. It was great I loved it. It was kinky. I love sex it makes me so happy. But yeah my mom is going out of town tommorow so I'm going to have him come over after work and FUCK ME LIKE A MADMAN!!! WOO HOO!! I went to my interview today she just mostly told me stuff. She didn't ask questions or anything. Last night me and Mat had so much fun *holding hands and skipping stones* LOL Elton John. It's a car thing you wouldn't understand. I told you me and Mat like to listen to gay music in the car didn't I.I thought I did well any way we went up to the tridge. Remember the tridge the three way bridge that you can't drive on. Well we went up there at like 11:00 a hour before I had to have the car home! Well we were there sitting there hanging out and likem all these guys came up there. There was this one guy named Dave and he really likes me and he's really cute. But I would rather Mat have him. I was trying to get him to turn Gay! lol I know that sounds funny doesn't it. Well him and the bodyguard this little short guy with really *BIG* Muscles that thinks he's my bodyguard were there. Then there was this one guy named Bob who was FUCKING HOTT!!!! WOOO!!! this one guy with no teeth who is gay but reallllyyyy fucking ugly. And this guy and his nephew who were fishing. We all sat around and bullshited. Me and that Bob guy got really friendly to each other and it turns out that he used to be married to my aunts ex-boyfriends sister. Can ya figure that one out. Well he's really hott!! He has curly black hair Big brown eyes and a gotee thing going on. UHH!!! I liked that. But regardless of what I like I don't think I could do anything with him I seem to be becoming faithful to Texas. I think all this taming stuff is really working. I'm falling for the guy. It will be strange to see me settle down for the first time in my life. We had fun though sitting up on the tridge. I think it's so messed up that all these people know each other. It's like the whole town knows each other. I swear Midland is so small and boring that everyone knows who everyone is. I swear Midland is full of incest!! I want that damn Dave guy to hook up with my MAtty!!!!!! That would be soo cool. Mat thinks he'hot. So that would be really cool. Ohh my god I wonder if Mat know's how old he is. I think I'm turning Mat into a old man lover. The guy is like 42. He doesn't look that old though. He looks like 20 or 30 something. God this entry i like hugggeee!!!! Well I guess I'm going to be on my way so I can fuck around with the computer. Have fun diary I will be back again someday. School Starts in 20 day's and the fair stars in 12!!! It's allmost time! MUHHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Midland Rebel-
3:44 p.m. - 2002-07-31
Hello how's the day here. Well the reason my entry was so short yesterday is because the library was closing. Well about yesterday after I went and got Tex from work we had wild sex. It was great I loved it. It was kinky. I love sex it makes me so happy. But yeah my mom is going out of town tommorow so I'm going to have him come over after work and FUCK ME LIKE A MADMAN!!! WOO HOO!! I went to my interview today she just mostly told me stuff. She didn't ask questions or anything. Last night me and Mat had so much fun *holding hands and skipping stones* LOL Elton John. It's a car thing you wouldn't understand. I told you me and Mat like to listen to gay music in the car didn't I.I thought I did well any way we went up to the tridge. Remember the tridge the three way bridge that you can't drive on. Well we went up there at like 11:00 a hour before I had to have the car home! Well we were there sitting there hanging out and likem all these guys came up there. There was this one guy named Dave and he really likes me and he's really cute. But I would rather Mat have him. I was trying to get him to turn Gay! lol I know that sounds funny doesn't it. Well him and the bodyguard this little short guy with really *BIG* Muscles that thinks he's my bodyguard were there. Then there was this one guy named Bob who was FUCKING HOTT!!!! WOOO!!! this one guy with no teeth who is gay but reallllyyyy fucking ugly. And this guy and his nephew who were fishing. We all sat around and bullshited. Me and that Bob guy got really friendly to each other and it turns out that he used to be married to my aunts ex-boyfriends sister. Can ya figure that one out. Well he's really hott!! He has curly black hair Big brown eyes and a gotee thing going on. UHH!!! I liked that. But regardless of what I like I don't think I could do anything with him I seem to be becoming faithful to Texas. I think all this taming stuff is really working. I'm falling for the guy. It will be strange to see me settle down for the first time in my life. We had fun though sitting up on the tridge. I think it's so messed up that all these people know each other. It's like the whole town knows each other. I swear Midland is so small and boring that everyone knows who everyone is. I swear Midland is full of incest!! I want that damn Dave guy to hook up with my MAtty!!!!!! That would be soo cool. Mat thinks he'hot. So that would be really cool. Ohh my god I wonder if Mat know's how old he is. I think I'm turning Mat into a old man lover. The guy is like 42. He doesn't look that old though. He looks like 20 or 30 something. God this entry i like hugggeee!!!! Well I guess I'm going to be on my way so I can fuck around with the computer. Have fun diary I will be back again someday. School Starts in 20 day's and the fair stars in 12!!! It's allmost time! MUHHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Midland Rebel-
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Hungry Hungry Hippos!
So I picked this entry because its funny! Ofcourse I thought I was in love with Tex ofcourse and well ofcourse I wasn't I was just goofy!!!! Anyway in this entry we speak of Gary Pauls friend he comes into play again later hehe he wanted to have sex with me for a while and though I never did it wasn't because I didn't want to. Anyway here is the goofy entry read on you will enjoy!
Sorry I have been slacking in the blog dept. I know... anyway with out further adue here is the newest...
10:29 a.m. - 2002-07-27
Slow and Steady is the way my ass! That's what my horoscope said. I LIKE IT HARD AND FAST DAMNIT!!! I don't know why they just can't tell it like it is. Slow and steady is the way to be yeah okay for who my Grandma. Speaking of mY Grandma she attacked me yesterday well not physically but she was all yelling at me because I don't want to be with Keith. SORRY BUT I WANT TO BE WITH TEX NOT RANCID MEAT! Lol that sounds so funny it's like damn I think Keiths Milk has gone sour. LOL GOD I'M SO GOOFY. I guess falling in love makes you goofy or something. Last night I stayed up all night! I only slept for two hours. I was busy out visiting my man at his job. Besides I didn't feel like listening to the constant moaning and groaning of my mom and Jimmy. That just doesn't appeal to me. How would she like it if I brought ole' TEX home and layed him like a puppy. YES LADIES AND GENTLEMEN I SAID LIKE A PUPPY!!!! His friend Gary really likes me. he's got it bad for the Rebel. He's from Mississippi. He also talks like a REB. Damn all this Southern men want me hehe...I met Mat's dad last night he was kinda like rude. I wanted to say something but I figured I would keep my mouth shut. I don't want Mat's mom to get mad at me. I was going to tell him he should treat his son better. He was mean to my MATTY I mean damn you come to see your son you should be like all happy and stuff. I held my tounge can ya believe it. I mean yeah it was kinda late but that wasn't it. I love my MATTY!!! ME and his adopted father Tex will take care of him. Ohh did I tell you we adopted Mat as our child. I allmost got into a fight last night with Doug Failure the one that talks shit about everyone. But I calmed down and shook his hand just as he promised to talk no more shit about me. OR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.!!!! Damn well I guess I should go before I get into trouble. You know if it weren't for songs I couldn't spell some words. LOL Okay I'm off for now have funn!!!!!!!!! Love the Diary!
-sexy rebel-
Sorry I have been slacking in the blog dept. I know... anyway with out further adue here is the newest...
10:29 a.m. - 2002-07-27
Slow and Steady is the way my ass! That's what my horoscope said. I LIKE IT HARD AND FAST DAMNIT!!! I don't know why they just can't tell it like it is. Slow and steady is the way to be yeah okay for who my Grandma. Speaking of mY Grandma she attacked me yesterday well not physically but she was all yelling at me because I don't want to be with Keith. SORRY BUT I WANT TO BE WITH TEX NOT RANCID MEAT! Lol that sounds so funny it's like damn I think Keiths Milk has gone sour. LOL GOD I'M SO GOOFY. I guess falling in love makes you goofy or something. Last night I stayed up all night! I only slept for two hours. I was busy out visiting my man at his job. Besides I didn't feel like listening to the constant moaning and groaning of my mom and Jimmy. That just doesn't appeal to me. How would she like it if I brought ole' TEX home and layed him like a puppy. YES LADIES AND GENTLEMEN I SAID LIKE A PUPPY!!!! His friend Gary really likes me. he's got it bad for the Rebel. He's from Mississippi. He also talks like a REB. Damn all this Southern men want me hehe...I met Mat's dad last night he was kinda like rude. I wanted to say something but I figured I would keep my mouth shut. I don't want Mat's mom to get mad at me. I was going to tell him he should treat his son better. He was mean to my MATTY I mean damn you come to see your son you should be like all happy and stuff. I held my tounge can ya believe it. I mean yeah it was kinda late but that wasn't it. I love my MATTY!!! ME and his adopted father Tex will take care of him. Ohh did I tell you we adopted Mat as our child. I allmost got into a fight last night with Doug Failure the one that talks shit about everyone. But I calmed down and shook his hand just as he promised to talk no more shit about me. OR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.!!!! Damn well I guess I should go before I get into trouble. You know if it weren't for songs I couldn't spell some words. LOL Okay I'm off for now have funn!!!!!!!!! Love the Diary!
-sexy rebel-
Thursday, March 25, 2010
I Did Texas
Today I am really late, I kept the name of this entry because it was clever and cute. This is when I came clean with my mom haha. She totally freaked out and told me not to say any more. Keith and I tried one of our many times to date during this entry. Out of the many attempts I told him I wanted to be with him but then I found something I thought was better at the time and ran away. Next we are on to the day I met the Man formally known as Paul.HAHA He now goes by Crissi but more on that later. First about the day I met him, Lacey and I had a bet who would get a guy to go home with them first. Ofcourse I won because I am so forward! First of all before I met Paul I totally wanted to fuck his friend who I will mention again later because he got a little something going on for a minute also! Anyway, I saw Paul and well the rest is down there! So then Keith came knocking on my window because ofcourse my mom wasn't home. Apparantly he thought she was because he could have totally knocked on the door the dumbass. Anyway back to Paul he wanted to tame me, and ofcourse that wasn't happneing any time soon! Well I believe that is all, read on to find out the whole story, will post another tonight!! Lots of love!
2:33 p.m. - 2002-07-23
DUH DUH DUHHHHH!!!!!! It's me again. Hello diary I have missed you. Wow like a ton of things have happened since I've been gone. I mean like really good things. Well my mom had sex with this guy that I did first of all. That kinda like FREAKED ME OUT!!!! I told her about everyone that I have ever had sex with. That like FREAKED HER OUT!!!! But hey that's okay. She always bugs me and tells me I never tell her anything so there she goes I told her everything she would ever want to know about SUPER SEXY! Well me and Keith got together I decided that I would take a shot at being with him. Me and Keith didn't last for more than a few days because... I went down to river days at the tridge. Tridge: A bridge that goes three way's instead of two. You can't drive over it only walk or ride bike or something. But yeah I went to river day's with LACEY WHO LEFT BOOT CAMP AFTER THREE DAYS!!! GO LACEY.. but okay we were down there waiting for Mat when I decided that I was going to take a guy home with me that night. My mom stayed at my Grandma's which was cool. But yeah we were there talking to Doug Failure, Keith, and Greg when this guy came up and started talking to Doug. Now this man wasn't any normal man. He had a THICK Southern accent. WOW!! *Tounge waging back and forth* He's really cute not to tall brown eyes reminds me of Jack Nicholas. wears glasses and is a cowboy. Now what more could a rebel girl want. I mean god talk about the perfect man. Well anyway when Keith turned his head I said well me and my friend Lacey are looking for some guys to take home with us. He smiled and I said can I take you home with me. He said HELL YEAH. So now I got a cowboy to go home with me and one pissed off boyfriend. Keith is a very jelous man and would flip out if he only knew right. Well he got all pissed off and treated me like shit. SOO.... We stayed watched the firworks me my Mat, my new found cowboy, and Lacey. Well after the fireworks we all headed over to my house. I got a little cowboy lovin and sure enough that cowboy spent the night with this here rebel. We some how got on the subject of me being tamed and I told him I wanted to be tamed. I do I'm sick of being a wild and crazy rebel. It's time to be a soft and tame rebel don't ya think. Okay well I fell asleep at like 5:00 in the morning and guess who came tapping on my window. Rancid Meat Keith. EWWWWWWW!! He was all like get your ass out here and talk to me. I was like man I'm sleeping. He was like with who. Then he left. So I went on about my buissness being happy and likin this Texas man that I had found. I even took him to meet my mom. She didn't like him too well and I don't see why. He's the sweetest thing since chocolate Ice cream. I really like him a lot so yep that's how thing's have been going I found yet another man. The only difference is this time I think I got a keeper. Well anyway I'm going to get going that's how things have been going in this crappy town. Pretty damn good for me. Have funn I'll try to write back sometime soon!
-rebel-
2:33 p.m. - 2002-07-23
DUH DUH DUHHHHH!!!!!! It's me again. Hello diary I have missed you. Wow like a ton of things have happened since I've been gone. I mean like really good things. Well my mom had sex with this guy that I did first of all. That kinda like FREAKED ME OUT!!!! I told her about everyone that I have ever had sex with. That like FREAKED HER OUT!!!! But hey that's okay. She always bugs me and tells me I never tell her anything so there she goes I told her everything she would ever want to know about SUPER SEXY! Well me and Keith got together I decided that I would take a shot at being with him. Me and Keith didn't last for more than a few days because... I went down to river days at the tridge. Tridge: A bridge that goes three way's instead of two. You can't drive over it only walk or ride bike or something. But yeah I went to river day's with LACEY WHO LEFT BOOT CAMP AFTER THREE DAYS!!! GO LACEY.. but okay we were down there waiting for Mat when I decided that I was going to take a guy home with me that night. My mom stayed at my Grandma's which was cool. But yeah we were there talking to Doug Failure, Keith, and Greg when this guy came up and started talking to Doug. Now this man wasn't any normal man. He had a THICK Southern accent. WOW!! *Tounge waging back and forth* He's really cute not to tall brown eyes reminds me of Jack Nicholas. wears glasses and is a cowboy. Now what more could a rebel girl want. I mean god talk about the perfect man. Well anyway when Keith turned his head I said well me and my friend Lacey are looking for some guys to take home with us. He smiled and I said can I take you home with me. He said HELL YEAH. So now I got a cowboy to go home with me and one pissed off boyfriend. Keith is a very jelous man and would flip out if he only knew right. Well he got all pissed off and treated me like shit. SOO.... We stayed watched the firworks me my Mat, my new found cowboy, and Lacey. Well after the fireworks we all headed over to my house. I got a little cowboy lovin and sure enough that cowboy spent the night with this here rebel. We some how got on the subject of me being tamed and I told him I wanted to be tamed. I do I'm sick of being a wild and crazy rebel. It's time to be a soft and tame rebel don't ya think. Okay well I fell asleep at like 5:00 in the morning and guess who came tapping on my window. Rancid Meat Keith. EWWWWWWW!! He was all like get your ass out here and talk to me. I was like man I'm sleeping. He was like with who. Then he left. So I went on about my buissness being happy and likin this Texas man that I had found. I even took him to meet my mom. She didn't like him too well and I don't see why. He's the sweetest thing since chocolate Ice cream. I really like him a lot so yep that's how thing's have been going I found yet another man. The only difference is this time I think I got a keeper. Well anyway I'm going to get going that's how things have been going in this crappy town. Pretty damn good for me. Have funn I'll try to write back sometime soon!
-rebel-
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
One of those hot ones
This is when I met Sean the crazy bald man way hot but INSANE... CRAZY FUCKED UP TIME..... UGH anyway read on he was hot totally worth it hehe...
3:25 p.m. - 2002-06-27
GRRRRR I just wrote a huge entry and this computer messed it up. I met my prince except he wasn't on a horse he's straight out of the joint. He's big buff blue eyes lot's of prison tattoo's bad temper. Last night I punched him because he threw me up against the wall and held me by th throat. He's a murderer. He has two tear drop tattoos and from what I can tell he's never been loved. I also beat the hell out of this girl at Grandma's for talking crap to my mom. But yeah he's a really sweet guy when he's not drinking. he treats me like a Queen. I like him a lot he's my thug. my mom called him a thug so I call him my blad headed thug. Ummm... Ohh me and Mat went and played ing the water park uptown. it was fun. I've been swimming a lot. that guy Doug. He died on the last day of school. I really miss him being around he was a great guy. I went to his showing thing though. One of my really good friends got raped yesterday it really bothers me a lot I want to kill the guy. So does Sean *my Thug*. The guy deserves to die. But yeah that's what's been going on. I MISS MY MATTY!!!! HE'S IN CANADA!!!! IT'S LIKE WERE MARRIED. I MISS HIM WHEN HE IS AWAY. Sean call;s him my girlfriend. Yeah I like Sean a lot but if he's gonna treat me like that we aint gonna be together. I don't take shit from anyone. Aint no man going to beat on me I don't like that. He cried and like flipped out after he did it. He just get's in this state when he's mad it's scary. Well I'm going to go buy a Jone's go check Grandma's mail and finf my thug who was supposed to meet me at the park at two. He wasn't there the Butt. But okay I'll write again soon I know it took long enough this time. Byyyeeee I love you diary!!!! ohh hey I also got fired which isint really that big of a deal but it pisses me off. Fuck them any way they were slave driving assholes. ~happy rebel~
3:25 p.m. - 2002-06-27
GRRRRR I just wrote a huge entry and this computer messed it up. I met my prince except he wasn't on a horse he's straight out of the joint. He's big buff blue eyes lot's of prison tattoo's bad temper. Last night I punched him because he threw me up against the wall and held me by th throat. He's a murderer. He has two tear drop tattoos and from what I can tell he's never been loved. I also beat the hell out of this girl at Grandma's for talking crap to my mom. But yeah he's a really sweet guy when he's not drinking. he treats me like a Queen. I like him a lot he's my thug. my mom called him a thug so I call him my blad headed thug. Ummm... Ohh me and Mat went and played ing the water park uptown. it was fun. I've been swimming a lot. that guy Doug. He died on the last day of school. I really miss him being around he was a great guy. I went to his showing thing though. One of my really good friends got raped yesterday it really bothers me a lot I want to kill the guy. So does Sean *my Thug*. The guy deserves to die. But yeah that's what's been going on. I MISS MY MATTY!!!! HE'S IN CANADA!!!! IT'S LIKE WERE MARRIED. I MISS HIM WHEN HE IS AWAY. Sean call;s him my girlfriend. Yeah I like Sean a lot but if he's gonna treat me like that we aint gonna be together. I don't take shit from anyone. Aint no man going to beat on me I don't like that. He cried and like flipped out after he did it. He just get's in this state when he's mad it's scary. Well I'm going to go buy a Jone's go check Grandma's mail and finf my thug who was supposed to meet me at the park at two. He wasn't there the Butt. But okay I'll write again soon I know it took long enough this time. Byyyeeee I love you diary!!!! ohh hey I also got fired which isint really that big of a deal but it pisses me off. Fuck them any way they were slave driving assholes. ~happy rebel~
Monday, March 22, 2010
The Ballad of Keith :)
Well,we go from meeting Keith to our first sex! How exciting. I just had a dream about him also weird huh! Well I guess not considering how horny I was and how so very physically attracted we are to each other. We have always just had this thing. We just want each other! So this amazing sex that made me not hardly be able to walk because it was so amazing started our sexual charades. Well I have about summed this up. Dave was stupid I wish I would have just totally cut things off with him. The big jerk!
4:52 p.m. - 2002-04-25
WOW Guess what happened last night. You'll never guess never ever.!!! I GOT LAID!! WOOOO AND IT FELT SO GOOD! IT WAS WILD HOT SEX!!! Me and Keith went out to the ponds together and decided to do a little magic ya know. I loved every waking minute of it. He is just as wild as I am except he likes to take it slow for a while and I like it hard and fast. It was good all though his dick aint all that big someone sure taught him how to use it. He was still hard when I had to go home. All he could say afterwards was WOW!! He said it like 10 times. I was like yeah I'm good and he was like no your magnificant *teehee** I'm awesome ;) I asked him if he liked it and he said no I loved every minute of it. I HAVE OFFICALLY RANKED MYSELF GOOD IN BED!! Every time I have sex with someone all they can say is WOW now if that's not good then I don't know what is. Hell the first time Dave told me he loved me was right after we first had sex. Damn I'm good. Me and Mat were walking into the library and we seen Mr.Huovinen it was funny I like screamed HI MR.HUOVINEN I sounded like Homer on that one episode of the Simpsons when he says *HERE YA GO!!* HHEHEHE me and Mat say that all the time he found a old letter I wrote to him that said that on it. It's funny. I know that Mat is cracking up now. Ya are aint ya Mat I know it I just do. I'm psychic hehe.. I'm so hyper today I was stuck in traffic like going off on the guy in front of me it was funny. Well I have like ten minutes because I have the car and because I need to go to work. I hope Jason's not mad at me I was supposed to call him last night and go to his hotel with him but to baad BAAA!!! for him because I was bussssyyyyyyy. I have also come to the conclusion that I really should stick with Dave because I love him a lot. I'm smart to I have a C in Humanities hehe I wrote humantities hehehe human tities lol. that's funny. But anyway it's this really hard advanced class. It's really fun though. I am taking my road test next Wendsday that means I'll have my license. Ok I need to go haveeeee funnn and beeeee happyyyy
-really sexy now-
4:52 p.m. - 2002-04-25
WOW Guess what happened last night. You'll never guess never ever.!!! I GOT LAID!! WOOOO AND IT FELT SO GOOD! IT WAS WILD HOT SEX!!! Me and Keith went out to the ponds together and decided to do a little magic ya know. I loved every waking minute of it. He is just as wild as I am except he likes to take it slow for a while and I like it hard and fast. It was good all though his dick aint all that big someone sure taught him how to use it. He was still hard when I had to go home. All he could say afterwards was WOW!! He said it like 10 times. I was like yeah I'm good and he was like no your magnificant *teehee** I'm awesome ;) I asked him if he liked it and he said no I loved every minute of it. I HAVE OFFICALLY RANKED MYSELF GOOD IN BED!! Every time I have sex with someone all they can say is WOW now if that's not good then I don't know what is. Hell the first time Dave told me he loved me was right after we first had sex. Damn I'm good. Me and Mat were walking into the library and we seen Mr.Huovinen it was funny I like screamed HI MR.HUOVINEN I sounded like Homer on that one episode of the Simpsons when he says *HERE YA GO!!* HHEHEHE me and Mat say that all the time he found a old letter I wrote to him that said that on it. It's funny. I know that Mat is cracking up now. Ya are aint ya Mat I know it I just do. I'm psychic hehe.. I'm so hyper today I was stuck in traffic like going off on the guy in front of me it was funny. Well I have like ten minutes because I have the car and because I need to go to work. I hope Jason's not mad at me I was supposed to call him last night and go to his hotel with him but to baad BAAA!!! for him because I was bussssyyyyyyy. I have also come to the conclusion that I really should stick with Dave because I love him a lot. I'm smart to I have a C in Humanities hehe I wrote humantities hehehe human tities lol. that's funny. But anyway it's this really hard advanced class. It's really fun though. I am taking my road test next Wendsday that means I'll have my license. Ok I need to go haveeeee funnn and beeeee happyyyy
-really sexy now-
Sunday, March 21, 2010
ex cons, bowling, falling in love, summer, sex , and Jones
I chose to keep the name of this entry the same because its clever! Anyway this entry is when my life was changed forever! This entry tells when I met Keith OMG! WOW amazing isint it! It was soooo long ago. Actually it was about 8 years ago almost wow! It's been that long? Anyway as this dairy continues we have many many good bad and odd times together Keith and I. We went through togetherness and fights and all sorts of crazy stuff but through it all we have surprisingly remained great GREAT Friends. I miss him I havent seen him in a long time and I am hoping I get to see him soon. Anyway this is the begining entry when it all started. Later on you will see how much this one guy has impacted my whole life. This entry also shows just how confused,young, and stupid I was. But it also tells about when I met Keith which is why I love it :) ENJOY!
3:39 p.m. - 2002-04-21
Hello It's been a long time and I've done a lot of bullshit since I've written to you. Did I tell ya I met a guy named Keith over at the park kinda ugly looks like my ex-boyfriend. Well me and him have been fooling around and the other night he told me that he was in love with me. *not good* But hey that's fine with me. Me and him are fuck buddys I guess you could say. Just while Dave is gone I need a man to hold me and to take care of me well... sexually any way. The other night at work I met this guy named Jason and we flirted for a long time then Friday night after work we went down to the tridge and made out I guess you could say. He has a huge cock woooo!!!! We were going to fuck but it didn't end up happening but that's okay that's what I have Keith for. I got stoned a few weekends ago down at the park with Hodge and Tarra. It was fun! Lacey was there we drank JONES together ohh the love of Jones lol. hmm... what else happened. Ohh last night me and Mat went bowling it was fun I really sucked like a lot. But regardless it was still fun. Only six more weeks of school I can't wait. FREEDOM IS COMING TO MEEEEEEEEEE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! I haven't been hanging out in the park all that much mainly because it's been cold. Well that and I've been working. Thank god I have to get that car ya know I can't get it with out money right! God I just wrote a lot really fast. That's really about all that's been going on men falling in love with me work and losing at bowling how exciting huh!! When it warms up I'll have more to write about. Right now I'm crossed between Dave and Keith. I really like Keith a lot but I also really LOVE Dave a lot ya know what I mean. I just want to have both of them. But I know that can't happen so I need to get rid of one well Keith obviously. Okay I'm going to get going so I can play on diaryland. I just thought I should write and let you know what's going on in the life of this worn out rebel byeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rebel huhhhh....
3:39 p.m. - 2002-04-21
Hello It's been a long time and I've done a lot of bullshit since I've written to you. Did I tell ya I met a guy named Keith over at the park kinda ugly looks like my ex-boyfriend. Well me and him have been fooling around and the other night he told me that he was in love with me. *not good* But hey that's fine with me. Me and him are fuck buddys I guess you could say. Just while Dave is gone I need a man to hold me and to take care of me well... sexually any way. The other night at work I met this guy named Jason and we flirted for a long time then Friday night after work we went down to the tridge and made out I guess you could say. He has a huge cock woooo!!!! We were going to fuck but it didn't end up happening but that's okay that's what I have Keith for. I got stoned a few weekends ago down at the park with Hodge and Tarra. It was fun! Lacey was there we drank JONES together ohh the love of Jones lol. hmm... what else happened. Ohh last night me and Mat went bowling it was fun I really sucked like a lot. But regardless it was still fun. Only six more weeks of school I can't wait. FREEDOM IS COMING TO MEEEEEEEEEE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! I haven't been hanging out in the park all that much mainly because it's been cold. Well that and I've been working. Thank god I have to get that car ya know I can't get it with out money right! God I just wrote a lot really fast. That's really about all that's been going on men falling in love with me work and losing at bowling how exciting huh!! When it warms up I'll have more to write about. Right now I'm crossed between Dave and Keith. I really like Keith a lot but I also really LOVE Dave a lot ya know what I mean. I just want to have both of them. But I know that can't happen so I need to get rid of one well Keith obviously. Okay I'm going to get going so I can play on diaryland. I just thought I should write and let you know what's going on in the life of this worn out rebel byeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rebel huhhhh....
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Whos a HO!
In this entry its just pretty simple stuff refer to the last entry to find out who these people are. At this time I was just simply waiting for the next exciting thing to happen. Enjoy the read.
12:19 p.m. - 2002-04-06
Never Fear for the rebel is here. Hello I'm so excited I get to see Dave today. Ya know what I have absolutley nothing to feel guilty about either. I want to see Doug the other night and that went well. We didn't have sex or anything. I rubbed his back for like an hour then we kinda laid and cuddled for a long time. So that was good in some way's. I actually really enjoyed it he's a very nice guy besides it felt good I haven't done that in sooo long. I got suspended from work last night because I called someone a dickhead after head after they hung up. I think the only reason Rob didn't fire me is because I've been there for so long. But I'm cool with it. I don't mind having a little time off. *Yuck* there's this fuckin nasty guy that keeps walking by and smiling at me. He's fucking ugly eww....WOO HOO Mat's moving soon I'm excited he will live by me. So that's really cool. I am so happy that i get to see Dave. I miss him so much. I talked to him last night on the phone. He was like what are yo doing. HEHE.... It felt so good to hear his voice it's been like forever since we talked. I don't really have much to write about nothing's been going on. My mom pissed me off because she wouldn't let me use the car. That pisses me off. Because she'll be like here take my car to work just be careful. But then when I'm like mom can I take the car to the library she'll be like no I'm not going to let you use my car anymore. I'm like GODDAMNIT!!!! LET ME TAKE THE FUCKING CAR GODDDD!!!!!!! only in my head would I say that to my mom she would knock me out. Uhh I have nothing to write about. I might ask my Mat to come spend the night. Yes that seems like a good idea. There's nothing else to do. I wonder if he want's to or not. HMM..... *rub's chin* GOD life is so boring when it's cold outside. I have come to the conclusion that my summer has started. POP's was at Doug's and since I seen Mark to I think it's park time again ladies and gentlemen. Everyone is getting that itch to go sit in the park.
Reba's just waiting for the warm weather so we can all be free of not sitting there and having fun. Well Dave should be here soon I better hurry up and finish this. I 'm all most done so well I guess I am done. Are you done writing when you come to the point that you can't think of any more to write about or do you just keep blabbing on about meaningless stuff for a whole hour more. Hmm... I don't know maybe I should just blab on. Does that sound like a good idea. Ohh I know I haven't been to school for two day's because I've been sick. I went to the doctor and the Emergency room and NOBODY KNOW'S WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!! Maybe I'm nut's or something but wouldn't they be able to figure that out right away? LOL naa.. I some how don't think that's my problem. But if that's not then what is? I don't know but any way I'm gonna get going I finally ran out of things to write about
-Sexy-
12:19 p.m. - 2002-04-06
Never Fear for the rebel is here. Hello I'm so excited I get to see Dave today. Ya know what I have absolutley nothing to feel guilty about either. I want to see Doug the other night and that went well. We didn't have sex or anything. I rubbed his back for like an hour then we kinda laid and cuddled for a long time. So that was good in some way's. I actually really enjoyed it he's a very nice guy besides it felt good I haven't done that in sooo long. I got suspended from work last night because I called someone a dickhead after head after they hung up. I think the only reason Rob didn't fire me is because I've been there for so long. But I'm cool with it. I don't mind having a little time off. *Yuck* there's this fuckin nasty guy that keeps walking by and smiling at me. He's fucking ugly eww....WOO HOO Mat's moving soon I'm excited he will live by me. So that's really cool. I am so happy that i get to see Dave. I miss him so much. I talked to him last night on the phone. He was like what are yo doing. HEHE.... It felt so good to hear his voice it's been like forever since we talked. I don't really have much to write about nothing's been going on. My mom pissed me off because she wouldn't let me use the car. That pisses me off. Because she'll be like here take my car to work just be careful. But then when I'm like mom can I take the car to the library she'll be like no I'm not going to let you use my car anymore. I'm like GODDAMNIT!!!! LET ME TAKE THE FUCKING CAR GODDDD!!!!!!! only in my head would I say that to my mom she would knock me out. Uhh I have nothing to write about. I might ask my Mat to come spend the night. Yes that seems like a good idea. There's nothing else to do. I wonder if he want's to or not. HMM..... *rub's chin* GOD life is so boring when it's cold outside. I have come to the conclusion that my summer has started. POP's was at Doug's and since I seen Mark to I think it's park time again ladies and gentlemen. Everyone is getting that itch to go sit in the park.
Reba's just waiting for the warm weather so we can all be free of not sitting there and having fun. Well Dave should be here soon I better hurry up and finish this. I 'm all most done so well I guess I am done. Are you done writing when you come to the point that you can't think of any more to write about or do you just keep blabbing on about meaningless stuff for a whole hour more. Hmm... I don't know maybe I should just blab on. Does that sound like a good idea. Ohh I know I haven't been to school for two day's because I've been sick. I went to the doctor and the Emergency room and NOBODY KNOW'S WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!! Maybe I'm nut's or something but wouldn't they be able to figure that out right away? LOL naa.. I some how don't think that's my problem. But if that's not then what is? I don't know but any way I'm gonna get going I finally ran out of things to write about
-Sexy-
Friday, March 19, 2010
The first sign of crazy *and refrences*
In this entry we are introduced to a number of things all of which I will explain now. #1 The park is a park called Grove Park because it's on Grove street! I know how clever hehe. Anyway the park is where all of the Drunks all of which I loved and hung out with hung out at! This is where I found most of my bad business at. I hung out here mostly every single day. Had tons of fun and learned a whole lot. Sometimes I miss it :(
#2 this is Mat! Mat is my gay friend hes amazing! We don't really talk a whole lot any more but at that time we were super close best friends. :) I miss him! We should hang out more often. Anyway through out this you will find his name a lot perhaps I should just make a dictionary of all the people and things and post it in an entry so that to avoid any confusion you can go back to it. No I will simply put refer to whatever entry.
#3 Doug Doug was someone I didn't hang out with a whole lot but we ended up having sex and hanging out some. I believe that I refer to him a few more times through out other entries and eventually a few years down the road he dies.
#4 Mark BIG MISTAKE #1 Mark was someone I totally thought I wanted but really he was not that great at all. He's a total asshole and a big mistake later we have sex and I go through a whole stupid thing with him Yea my first mistake!
#5 Dave BIG MISTAKE #2 Dave is someone I will refer to in entries now and years later. He was my first real relationship I move out of my moms house and in with him we end up fighting every day like physically. He was very abusive and the whole thing ends in me going to Jail for us fighting with each other you will read this later also. We met at the park ofcourse and we ended up kissing because I sneezed and he told me I was going to kiss a fool. Guess he was right because he sure was a fool!
I think that is all for the refrences in this entry we also find that I am stupid! Well atleast just a bit I immediatley jump to say I love someone which I do a lot through out this and it goes back and forth entry to entry. Its crazy I know! But it was part of me I guess. Crazy! Anyway I think that is all enjoy the read!
12:29 p.m. - 2002-04-01
This is for Mat because he said I need to write in my diary more!! Well the day before yesterday I went over to see Doug. Which I'm taking as a bad thing. See Doug is this guy that I've had sex with before. I was thinking yeah Me and him are just friends so it wouldn't hurt to go visit him. Well I did and there was this other guy there that I like to so we sat there and talked for a long time goofed around pierced the other guy Mark's ear and had fun. Well now ya gotta remember that I feel really comfortable around my guy friends. So I put my head on Doug's shoulder because I was tired. I then put my hand on bis leg and the other hand kinda close to his cock. Well I didn't notice my hand was that close until he looked at me and grunted. So I smiled and moved my hand. I moved it the side of his leg and rubbed his leg. Me and him have always had this closness with each other.:) Well we sat there talking smoking dope and being goofy. I didn't smoke anything simply because it's not summer yet. LOL! Mark got up and went to the bathroom and by that time me and Doug were holding hand s. Doug looked at me ran his soft hands across my face and began to kiss me. He whispered that he wanted to make love to me. I love that about him he says make love not FUCK like a lot of guys do. But any way I whispered back me too and we just sat there looking into each others eyes. For a moment I could have swore that me and him were in love. But then Mark came out and asked why we were so quiet. Doug said nothing and the night continued on. It was getting pretty late so I had to take the car home. But I told him that I would come over today at about 11 or 12 and I did. He wasn't home so I waited at the park for a while. Then I got up and walked around after talking to some of my park freak buddy's. I came back and waited some more then I decided to go so here I sit writing to you. I'm kinda like really dissapointed. I would go back but I don't have the car so I'll just wait until tommorow after I get out of school. Then I'll go over there and see what's going on. It's just confusing me because I have just recently realized how much I really love Dave and now I'm second guessing that because I do really like Doug a lot. I mean a lot a lot. He's everything that I want in a man. But I love Dave. I just have this comittment problem I like to have a guy on the side for some reason. I guess it's just to fullfill my lust when I need to get a fix. i really think that Doug is the man on the side for me. It's just turning into more than on the side. I am actually really begining to love Doug. I think I am any way. I'm not really to sure but it's starting to look that way. I've liked him for so long that I'm begining to want to be his full time lover not just part time. Well Easter went well I ate a hell of a lot of food and had fun. I thought about both Doug and Dave all day. UHH....I always say I want love then when it comes to me it's not just one love but two. It's either not enough or to much. Grr...will I ever be satisfied. I need to take classes on how to not cheat on someone. lol that might actually help me. I get to see Dave Saturday so I'll see if that changes my mind about anything or not. I'm going to see Doug tommorow so I'll see what happens with him to. I don't know it's all so confusing well I better go before this get's any longer. It's all ready like a thousand words long hehe... Okay Mat you said you wanted me towrite a entrie well here ya go here's a big ole' entrie for ya. -Sexy-
#2 this is Mat! Mat is my gay friend hes amazing! We don't really talk a whole lot any more but at that time we were super close best friends. :) I miss him! We should hang out more often. Anyway through out this you will find his name a lot perhaps I should just make a dictionary of all the people and things and post it in an entry so that to avoid any confusion you can go back to it. No I will simply put refer to whatever entry.
#3 Doug Doug was someone I didn't hang out with a whole lot but we ended up having sex and hanging out some. I believe that I refer to him a few more times through out other entries and eventually a few years down the road he dies.
#4 Mark BIG MISTAKE #1 Mark was someone I totally thought I wanted but really he was not that great at all. He's a total asshole and a big mistake later we have sex and I go through a whole stupid thing with him Yea my first mistake!
#5 Dave BIG MISTAKE #2 Dave is someone I will refer to in entries now and years later. He was my first real relationship I move out of my moms house and in with him we end up fighting every day like physically. He was very abusive and the whole thing ends in me going to Jail for us fighting with each other you will read this later also. We met at the park ofcourse and we ended up kissing because I sneezed and he told me I was going to kiss a fool. Guess he was right because he sure was a fool!
I think that is all for the refrences in this entry we also find that I am stupid! Well atleast just a bit I immediatley jump to say I love someone which I do a lot through out this and it goes back and forth entry to entry. Its crazy I know! But it was part of me I guess. Crazy! Anyway I think that is all enjoy the read!
12:29 p.m. - 2002-04-01
This is for Mat because he said I need to write in my diary more!! Well the day before yesterday I went over to see Doug. Which I'm taking as a bad thing. See Doug is this guy that I've had sex with before. I was thinking yeah Me and him are just friends so it wouldn't hurt to go visit him. Well I did and there was this other guy there that I like to so we sat there and talked for a long time goofed around pierced the other guy Mark's ear and had fun. Well now ya gotta remember that I feel really comfortable around my guy friends. So I put my head on Doug's shoulder because I was tired. I then put my hand on bis leg and the other hand kinda close to his cock. Well I didn't notice my hand was that close until he looked at me and grunted. So I smiled and moved my hand. I moved it the side of his leg and rubbed his leg. Me and him have always had this closness with each other.:) Well we sat there talking smoking dope and being goofy. I didn't smoke anything simply because it's not summer yet. LOL! Mark got up and went to the bathroom and by that time me and Doug were holding hand s. Doug looked at me ran his soft hands across my face and began to kiss me. He whispered that he wanted to make love to me. I love that about him he says make love not FUCK like a lot of guys do. But any way I whispered back me too and we just sat there looking into each others eyes. For a moment I could have swore that me and him were in love. But then Mark came out and asked why we were so quiet. Doug said nothing and the night continued on. It was getting pretty late so I had to take the car home. But I told him that I would come over today at about 11 or 12 and I did. He wasn't home so I waited at the park for a while. Then I got up and walked around after talking to some of my park freak buddy's. I came back and waited some more then I decided to go so here I sit writing to you. I'm kinda like really dissapointed. I would go back but I don't have the car so I'll just wait until tommorow after I get out of school. Then I'll go over there and see what's going on. It's just confusing me because I have just recently realized how much I really love Dave and now I'm second guessing that because I do really like Doug a lot. I mean a lot a lot. He's everything that I want in a man. But I love Dave. I just have this comittment problem I like to have a guy on the side for some reason. I guess it's just to fullfill my lust when I need to get a fix. i really think that Doug is the man on the side for me. It's just turning into more than on the side. I am actually really begining to love Doug. I think I am any way. I'm not really to sure but it's starting to look that way. I've liked him for so long that I'm begining to want to be his full time lover not just part time. Well Easter went well I ate a hell of a lot of food and had fun. I thought about both Doug and Dave all day. UHH....I always say I want love then when it comes to me it's not just one love but two. It's either not enough or to much. Grr...will I ever be satisfied. I need to take classes on how to not cheat on someone. lol that might actually help me. I get to see Dave Saturday so I'll see if that changes my mind about anything or not. I'm going to see Doug tommorow so I'll see what happens with him to. I don't know it's all so confusing well I better go before this get's any longer. It's all ready like a thousand words long hehe... Okay Mat you said you wanted me towrite a entrie well here ya go here's a big ole' entrie for ya. -Sexy-
Thursday, March 18, 2010
The Ballad of Joe
So as I went to take a post and put it on here today I found that I am not going to post every single entry because the last three before this were stupid! I guess I will just take the one's that aren;t stupid and boring. This entry tells the story of the first Joe. At the time I was with Jeff I guess you can call it. He was the one who taught me everything I know about sex! Though he is very yucky at the time I didnt think so I guess. I am glad that I had him to teach me everything because apparantly thats how I became amazing. Well this tells the story of how I ended up having sex with Joe which ultimatley ended me and Jeff and started my crazy years.By the way before we go any furhter let me give you some facts!
FACT #1: My Grandma is a old alcoholic CRAZY! Lady! She has always been insane and acts crazy all the tme!
FACT #2: Neither of my parents had any idea about all of this so it isint they're fault though some would say it is.
FACT #3: Though I was a bit of a whore it was all in good fun!
6:55 p.m. - 2002-03-19
What's been going on well probably nuttin huh your a diary you don't do anything except sit here and wait fo me to come and write to you. you poor starved thing you can't go out and have fun. FOR GOD'S SAKE YOU CAN'T EVEN HAVE SEX!! AHHH..... Well the same goes for me to so don't feel all that bad. I'm still searching for the one who's going to do more than just make my thighs quiver. Spring break's all most here and I'm busy..busy...busy. I'm going to go to my Dad's house which should prove to be a BAD experience. Why well here's a story for ya. Are ya listening? Okay good. I went over to see my Grandmas new apartment one day. I was with my mom and Mat. But anyway she wasn't there so we sat in the driveway for a minute because we saw someone walking down the road. It was her and this fucking hot hot hot guy mmm...... okay well we went in and we had to sit on the floor because she only had 2 chairs. Well me and Mat were goofing around and Mat happened to notice that this guy had a big package. We always seem to notice things like that. Well that night my mom ended up taking him home and it turned out he lived by my dad in Beverton. Weeks went by and I din't see him for a looooooooooong time. Then I had to go to the school administration building to fight for orchesta right's and stuff. That was right down the road from my Grandma so I walked down there and he was there. I gave him a hug. WOO a hug. Well my Grandma was pretty drunk so she dozed off on to bed. When she did Joe looked at me and began to tell me how beutiful I was since I had a boyfriend for all most 4 years I shrugged it off. Then he got up and grabbed me and kissed me on the cheek. That I didn't find to be that big of a deal. But then he kissed me. A real big wet kiss to. The thing was I loved it WOOOO DID I EVER!!! GOD JUST THINKING ABOUT THAT MAN TURNS ME ON. But anyway to shorten it up a bit a few day's later we fucked and HE had A HUGGEE 10' COCK and I loved all 10 of it. Since then I've only seen him once we didn't have sex but we did a few other things. But anyway I'm going to my dad's house which isint to far away from my secret lover so I'm going to be in heat lol. Well not really but I'll just be kinda wantin something but that's okay. Really spring break won't be too much fun just some wandering around in the sun. Wow this is really long hehe... that was the wrong thing to say. It's allmost summer time. This is about the time my life actually get's more exciting. The winter is boring in the life of this rebel. AHH Mat's old english teacher Mr.Peltier or how ever you spell it is here he looks a lot like Humpty Dumpty with Suspenders lol... I'm serious he really does. It's funny. Ohh yeah I am over the whole teacher thing. It's not that big of a deal any more. I don't really want him that much any more. I would jump at the chance if he asked but I'm not like I was before. So that's really good huh... well I suppose I better go I need to go home and eat. Have fun doing nothing maybe Friday I'll take ya out Diary!! -Sexy-
FACT #1: My Grandma is a old alcoholic CRAZY! Lady! She has always been insane and acts crazy all the tme!
FACT #2: Neither of my parents had any idea about all of this so it isint they're fault though some would say it is.
FACT #3: Though I was a bit of a whore it was all in good fun!
6:55 p.m. - 2002-03-19
What's been going on well probably nuttin huh your a diary you don't do anything except sit here and wait fo me to come and write to you. you poor starved thing you can't go out and have fun. FOR GOD'S SAKE YOU CAN'T EVEN HAVE SEX!! AHHH..... Well the same goes for me to so don't feel all that bad. I'm still searching for the one who's going to do more than just make my thighs quiver. Spring break's all most here and I'm busy..busy...busy. I'm going to go to my Dad's house which should prove to be a BAD experience. Why well here's a story for ya. Are ya listening? Okay good. I went over to see my Grandmas new apartment one day. I was with my mom and Mat. But anyway she wasn't there so we sat in the driveway for a minute because we saw someone walking down the road. It was her and this fucking hot hot hot guy mmm...... okay well we went in and we had to sit on the floor because she only had 2 chairs. Well me and Mat were goofing around and Mat happened to notice that this guy had a big package. We always seem to notice things like that. Well that night my mom ended up taking him home and it turned out he lived by my dad in Beverton. Weeks went by and I din't see him for a looooooooooong time. Then I had to go to the school administration building to fight for orchesta right's and stuff. That was right down the road from my Grandma so I walked down there and he was there. I gave him a hug. WOO a hug. Well my Grandma was pretty drunk so she dozed off on to bed. When she did Joe looked at me and began to tell me how beutiful I was since I had a boyfriend for all most 4 years I shrugged it off. Then he got up and grabbed me and kissed me on the cheek. That I didn't find to be that big of a deal. But then he kissed me. A real big wet kiss to. The thing was I loved it WOOOO DID I EVER!!! GOD JUST THINKING ABOUT THAT MAN TURNS ME ON. But anyway to shorten it up a bit a few day's later we fucked and HE had A HUGGEE 10' COCK and I loved all 10 of it. Since then I've only seen him once we didn't have sex but we did a few other things. But anyway I'm going to my dad's house which isint to far away from my secret lover so I'm going to be in heat lol. Well not really but I'll just be kinda wantin something but that's okay. Really spring break won't be too much fun just some wandering around in the sun. Wow this is really long hehe... that was the wrong thing to say. It's allmost summer time. This is about the time my life actually get's more exciting. The winter is boring in the life of this rebel. AHH Mat's old english teacher Mr.Peltier or how ever you spell it is here he looks a lot like Humpty Dumpty with Suspenders lol... I'm serious he really does. It's funny. Ohh yeah I am over the whole teacher thing. It's not that big of a deal any more. I don't really want him that much any more. I would jump at the chance if he asked but I'm not like I was before. So that's really good huh... well I suppose I better go I need to go home and eat. Have fun doing nothing maybe Friday I'll take ya out Diary!! -Sexy-
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Don't I still wish I was young!
This was my very first diary entry I was 16 years old Real wild! hehe Insane... maybe just a bit had raging hormones, and basically was a modern day Lolita to put it lightly. I always have a major obsession with Summer because well thats when all the fun stuff happens and it always makes me do bad things! So before you read this one be prepared to be shocked and amazed and pray just pray that your children turn out nothing like me hehe...
DATE: 2002-02-20
Hey it's my first time writing and I don't have much to say so I guess I'll tell you what's on my mind. Today we had an assembly at school which left me pumped. It was great this teacher that I have been absolutly dying to fuck was dancing and shaking his ass with all of the other teachers. UHH... I wanted to just jump up and attack him. He's so sexy. He just has this way of turning me on.I don't what it is but I love it. It's great. But any way I went to pick up Mat after school today. It was cool we rode around then I seen Jim. He's this really great guy that I've fucked in the past like all summer he was my fuck buddy. He gave me a hug and it made me think about how much I've really missed him. I have missed him a lot mainly because we used to have so much fun together. It was like summer lovin in the movie "Grease" *summer lovin had me a blast* *summer lovin happened so fastt* lol I'm so goofy. Well I guess I should just come out of the closet right away. I'm not GAY but I like older men any where from 30 and up. I don't know why I just have my whole life. I guess it's kinda like coming out of the closet it shocks people just as much as that does.I don't know why it's not like it's something terribly horrible. Sure I love to fuck old men but whats so bad about that. Their way more mature than the younger one's and besides they have bigger cocks hehe.. as you can see I'm a very horny person. THATS BECAUSE I HARDLY EVER HAVE SEX ANYMORE!! It really sucks. Well I guess I should be going now hope everyone like's the first entry and if ya don't then you can kiss my ass -sexy-
DATE: 2002-02-20
Hey it's my first time writing and I don't have much to say so I guess I'll tell you what's on my mind. Today we had an assembly at school which left me pumped. It was great this teacher that I have been absolutly dying to fuck was dancing and shaking his ass with all of the other teachers. UHH... I wanted to just jump up and attack him. He's so sexy. He just has this way of turning me on.I don't what it is but I love it. It's great. But any way I went to pick up Mat after school today. It was cool we rode around then I seen Jim. He's this really great guy that I've fucked in the past like all summer he was my fuck buddy. He gave me a hug and it made me think about how much I've really missed him. I have missed him a lot mainly because we used to have so much fun together. It was like summer lovin in the movie "Grease" *summer lovin had me a blast* *summer lovin happened so fastt* lol I'm so goofy. Well I guess I should just come out of the closet right away. I'm not GAY but I like older men any where from 30 and up. I don't know why I just have my whole life. I guess it's kinda like coming out of the closet it shocks people just as much as that does.I don't know why it's not like it's something terribly horrible. Sure I love to fuck old men but whats so bad about that. Their way more mature than the younger one's and besides they have bigger cocks hehe.. as you can see I'm a very horny person. THATS BECAUSE I HARDLY EVER HAVE SEX ANYMORE!! It really sucks. Well I guess I should be going now hope everyone like's the first entry and if ya don't then you can kiss my ass -sexy-
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
This is just the begining
So This is my blog yay!!! I was going to start my diaryland transfers tonight but guess what? DIARYLAND HAS LIKE DISAPPEARED! Yea not cool at all I am kind of pissed I have years of entries on there I think they go back as far as 2002 or 2001. So needless to say I am going to be preatty pissed off if I can't get back to diaryland to take my entries. Well that is all:) You will get to know more about me hopefully soon. If diaryland doesnt come back then I will just make something new...
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